Title says itself, isn’t it ?
This journal isn’t gonna be a light hearted one, in fact,this will be very offensive.
I have to crush some people,thats basically it. Although this is not just a how I raped my enemies type of journal, but I want you to witness, of course if you are still supporting me, if you aren’t, I can relate.
I have close to 20 targets in total.One of them is already beyond messed up,this encorages to hunt more.
Now lets stop talking about hexes,what am I also up to ?
Well, its my turn to evoke the 72 of Goetia,forum members pick them randomly for me.Today,I evoked Furfur,and a witch confirmed that I was successful in it, so its a great start.
Dantalion is next, then Valac, then Marbas.
I also go through Draconian path and studying Qliphothic works,will go to them when I am ready.
I was sleepy as hell to be honest,no desire to do any magick, then I heard it, I dont know where it came from, or who said it, but it was loud and clear.
Look at your inner strength It said.Pretty basic cringey line, if you ask me,but the energy that started rising up from my spine was enough to evoke Dantalion.
I was standing at my bed, looking to wall,sigils of every demon I evoked or invoked were there.I could sense their energies, also I am not sure but I maybe did see a shadowy figure.
I cant remember what they exactly said but I remember the words contiune,we hear your calls. I cant remember much more of it, but I dont doubt that I can evoke spirits now.
Whenever I ask in my mind do you hear me, answer is always an immediate yes.
Just finished the stage three in Initiation Into Hermetics, whoa it was a pain in the ass, I cant imagine how stage 4 will be like.
I got lost in a part of the city that I dont know, than chased by a gang, if I would have been a woman, I would have been probably raped, maybe they would even do that right now, or I would have been killed if I couldnt successfully run away or they had a gun.
Nonetheless, I evoked Marbas and I just discovered something.
I remembered this one, or Marbas said maybe, I placed his sigil between my hands and started transfering energy to one other, circling my body, while visualizing that Marbas giving me vital force of universe more and more,it felt very good after all this shit.
Speaking of curing, I would also like to announce that my anxiety is finally over.I would like to thank all of you who supported me through my all 3 journals, you people are emperors, empresses.