I’m so overwhelmed. So many roads just connected and intersected. Honestly, I’m a bit nervous about sharing most of it. TL;DR near the bottom.
First of all, the dream I referred to in my previous post, happened January 3rd, 2012. I woke from it at 6:18am(Hmmm… 68.)
(Also in numerology, 618 adds up to 6. Which, 6, is a significant number to me)
I don’t know if it was the same woods you speak of, but I do feel a connection somewhere. I believe when I have significant dreams, I travel to different realms.
The dreams: An interesting note was the lighting. Everything had a sort of light-bluish tint to it. Like an overcast day around dusk, or a full moon. I was dressed in a black cloak/robe. Barefoot. My head was covered. There was a pendant of some sort on the front of the cloak with a symbol on it.
I was out in the woods following a trail. I remember a fenced in area with cattle and horses. I was walking with a sense of urgency, and that I was the last of my kind. Suddenly, the cattle and horses became spooked by a group of people. My instinct told me they were looking for me. I was walking towards what looked like a large black, stone gate of sorts. I was waiting for someone to come out of it. The group started to catch up with me, then I woke up.
I went back to sleep and had another dream.
I remember following a flock of lambs, who later turned out to be people. I was hiding something from all of them. I felt sinister intentions towards them all. Suddenly, I am in a different setting. I was in some sort of house or dwelling. I had an infant under my shirt that I was hiding. I held it as it nursed on my left breast. I could feel the teeth and everything.
I step outside and it’s pure chaos. Fire, destruction, death. These demonic beings were destroying everything. When I stepped outside, they all looked at me and ceased what they were doing for a brief moment, then continued to destroy and slaughter everyone around me.
One demon in particular was directly in front of me. He appeared to be in charge. He was large in stature, muscular, had large wings, covered in blood, and his large dick was erect. He also brandished a large sword which he just used to slaughter a bunch of people. He locked eyes with me and approached me. As I was waking up, I came to discover he was having sex with me. I was also menstruating.
Anyway, fast-forward to the present. Last night in particular. I had just got home from work and was sitting in my car. I completely tranced out and had intense visions. I heard Lord Belial speaking to me, he told me to just let go, let it flow. I was in a pool of water in some sort of forest with Lord Belial. Lord Asmodeus was there, as well as Lord Lucifuge. They were simply embracing me, stripping me down. My crown, heart, and third eye were heavily stimulated.
Then, we are transported to a place they called the Black Lands. The ground was a black rock, there were hills and mountains made of the same black rock. Deep crimson skies. Lord Belial told me, “Hunt”. I was morphed into this beastly, demonic creature. I was bipedal, but quadrupedal when I sprinted. Lord Belial and Lord Asmodeus also took these forms. Then, the group of unnamed demons that I work with were also there.
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They paced the sidelines, observing my hunt. There was some random naked person screaming and running for his life. All I felt was: kill. My vision tunneled on him and I sprinted towards him. I pounced on him. Ripped him apart, tearing his torso, arms, and legs asunder. Eating his heart, etc… His screams spurred my slaughter to a frenzy.
Then, groups of people started appearing. As I was slaughtering them, I felt Lord Belial and Lord Asmodeus mount me as I was feasting. My feral instincts were mixed between being receptive and killing. I remember being pushed into the corpse as I was being mounted. After the hunt, we all rested. They were all rubbing their faces against mine, getting the blood on them. I was suddenly released from the visions. I realized I had been sitting in my car for over 2 hours…
TL;DR: The woods, the child, the “witch-y”, primal vibes. Also, my first experiences with Lord Belial back when I was first getting to know him. All the weird random experiences that didn’t seem to have any correlation was just all brought together. I can’t write everything here as this is years worth of connections. These were all experiences I had before there were places like this forum. Before there was extensive information on these demons.
I don’t know why I’m typing all of this, but I’m sharing anyway. Apologies if it doesn’t make any sense.