Hello! I’ve had a lot of hardships , parasites , and things distracting me/hurting me spiritually . Making me feel really weak. I decided to learn how to invite belial and lord veesch for help with getting rid of parasites that have latched onto me because of past drug usage and I guess the amount of abuse I’ve been. Parasites are such a daily thing, whispering terrible things, making me feel bad, making me feel super weak, and I’m tired of it. I just wanted to feel strong again NOT weak and super paranoid EVERYWHERE. So yeah I mean I got their sigils and gazed at them , said some kind of enn or thing related to veesch and asked them both for help. I tried envisioning it as vividly as possible. It was like 1-2am so I went to bed after and got such a crazy dream. Like, genuinely crazy. Angels were in the sky, a ton of angels. And then I saw bats flying in a group and they had like music saying like some kind of those banishing rituals , I thought it was super cool so I said it with them lol. But I mean , insanely vivid like angels and stuff. Seraphim and different stuff. It felt so real I thought it was real. I was taking pics of the sky and stuff. And there’s messages like there’s no way it wasn’t Belial controlling my dream. I saw smiles and insane fractals of just connections and happiness. It was all cool and connecting to me , until the very last part . Where it’s my mom walking into the same room as me. And a freakin super vivid picture of Jesus is in the sky. So I point it to her and say ‘look!’ , and she jumps at me and latches on to me and puts me on the floor. And she’s saying something along the lines of like ‘this is where the schizophrenics and (I think she said delusionals too) go “ , “surrender”. And I kinda couldn’t do anything to get out the grip like she genuinely was latched onto me holding my on the floor and I was kinda like stuck there so I said I surrender. I woke up. And holy dude, I saw what I’m pretty sure was Belial standing right next to me by my bed. I could feel the presence INSANELY. The energy surges were nuts. The way we spoke telepathically, ANSWERED WITH LIKE NUDGES AND SPURTS OF ENERGY and shit. And I told him like ‘Woah!’ And like I’m telling him how I get his dream and stuff. And he was saying he was worried for me and stuff. When I asked him right there directly ‘so can you protect me from these parasites and stuff that keep attacking me ? I know you think seeing spirits would make me feel crazy and stuff but the truth is if I had protection I’d be fine. I already deal with things like this everyday and they just want to hurt me and make me feel weak. And you somehow actually show respect and that’s so cool’. And I couldn’t really tell if it was a ‘yes’ or ‘no’. Felt like a maybe. At first I think I was making it up but I was like thinking he said no? I kept asking if he could give me energy surges if it’s a specific one yes or no and I just kept getting mixed answers . Eventually he left. I mean, I told him thank you and stuff . I think I remember feeling like he was assigning some entity that works for him to protect me. I really CANT TELL though. How can I tell?
Is there anyway I can get protection from an entity ?
Can someone help me with protection? Banishing rituals just aren’t enough. Is there an entity who can help me with this?
How can I tell if Belial is helping me or not? The energy surges are gone now , it’s like 8 hours since that happened , I went back to bed at like 4:26 am.
But yeah if someone can help me figure out if he’s here protecting me or not, and if he isn’t then how and who should I ask for help from? Because these parasites never been a joke man. At the worst points of my life they were easily able to actually take my body over and they hated me so much and put me into confusion and made me feel bad.