Personally, I find the ideas of merging back and reincarnation absolutely disgusting. And yet, there is this one guy I am working with that has crazy amounts of power in opening your senses, that is strictly about merging yourself back, and claims that ultimately, we will evolve past the astral and go higher and higher.
So I am currently working with him, but only until I get access to the astral realms and fully open my senses.
What is your opinion? Would working with this guy start a process of āmergingā back? Would I be fine in using what he is offering, and then be able to fully plunge myself into darkness?
Would you merge yourself back into the Source? Or would you prefer to stay a separate consciousness?
I always wondered why some people are disgusted over the thought of reincarnationš¤
I always thought the physical plane to be an interesting place of growth and adventure and the same goes for the Astrals.
The mere thought of being a living God in the physical realm excites me. I would chose to reincarnate here, but with my memories intact.
I see living on the physical plane as playing on the hardest difficulty in a game. It removes the boringness because you have competition and an opportunity to learn and grow, and thus become mightier and proud of your achievements.
This I can agreed on. Why would I want to āeraseā my being? Although I have done this before.
I still clearly remember the day I was born. I spoke in an forgein tongue and was very impressed at how it felt to be born again. I remember thinking intelligently and being very observant of my surroundings.
Yāknowā¦ thinking about this makes me think about Varnaxis.
He allegedly managed to do what a lot of us dream of - live for an absurdly long time in the physical, then die of his own accord and become a powerful being on the astral and live forever, able to continuously increase his own power.
See? If you keep your body intact, you wouldnāt run into risking to loose your id!
~And you wouldnāt have to waste every new youth with studies and disinformation.
If i would choose to reincarnate, i would give no damn about the producers of my vehicle, and make the body grow up in months or weeks. OR i would play the role of the āgenius childā or something.
Thats what iām saying :3
~The astral is interesting, but everyone is a god on the astral, so it is no challenge.
Iāve always wondered about and want to do that. Think of it incorporating the powers of the āSourceā in becoming a God. Yes Iād also like to learn from this gentleman.
I think we have to realize our oneness with the source to a certain degree to realize our birthright as a god, a literal fragment of source. But I wouldnāt want to completely merge my entire spiritual/mental being back into it. That is the āmystic deathā or āsecond death.ā I think immortality as a master on the astral planes sounds like my cup of tea
I had the goal of āactive unionā (not a dissolution) with the Divine/Brahman etc. until reading that there would be an higher achievement: becoming Master of Finite and Infinite. Or at least, itās an issue of perspectives: mages, priests, warriorsā¦ And, sure, higher means also harder.
iāve reincarnated a lot and my spirit just seems very tired of it. My inner demon/shadow self (whatever your term is) is disgusted at the idea of having to have to go through another 40+ years of being in a body in this lifetime. I donāt have a way to measure how close I am to ascension. I wish there was a way to measure. I only just joined the LHP I have made a broad statement to myself and Lucifer. I have yet to create or recieve a road map to my ascension.
I guess someone could come back in someone elses body like a walk-in if they had no ethical concerns about it. That way you could possibly keep your āselfā intact.
Why bother in the first place? Whatever happens when we die, happens, be it nothing or a new life. Although, if I had to āgo backā and then was given a choice to reincarnate or merge, I really would want to stay separate from the source for a bit longer.
Seriously, if you are pursuing endless life, make sure you have a way out just in case.
Iām getting the image of a single person/spirit floating around in the void of space after the eventual heat-death of the material universe, with nothing but himself and no way to ādieā and exit the endless eternity of nothing but the awareness that they will never find peace drifting in nothing.
Also, fuck time travel. That shitās just trouble waiting to happen.
Short answer - yes I āmerge backā quite often, although itās more of a āunion and not a dissolutionā as fapa79 says but the process is similarā¦
I do the majority of my magickal workings using the energy of source
I divine through source
I speak with source and ask it direct questions (and usually get direct answers)
I heal using source energy
Etcā¦
In fact, once you find yourself working more directly with source, youāll be surprised at how quickly you will āawakenā (your senses, abilities, etc)
The best part is that you donāt need any tools except your mind, so itās literally āmagick on tapā
No pacts, no spirits, no angels/daemons, no LHP/RHP, no offerings, no sacrifice, no bullshit, no worriesā¦
