Performed LBRP. Meditated in front of Lilith’s sigil and asked a few questions. Heard a lot of different sounds around the room. Performed personal mantra. Felt touch on right chest. Followed by different points on my body feeling slight pin pricks followed by vibration/pleasurable sensation. Lastly felt it build up to my throat as if a hand was there and then felt my entire body vibrate with energy within. The vibration went away, but could still feel something just under the surface. Asked a few more questions and meditated. Heard her wine glass pop, multiple sounds in walls around room, a grumble sound before first touch, and what sounded like a large bird? with wings land on the window outside the room (though never looked to see what it was). Thanked for experience and ended for the evening.
Performed LBRP. Meditated in front of Lilith’s sigil and asked a few questions. Heard a lot of different sounds around the room. Changed things up and listened to an Enn sung while meditating. Felt calm and peace. Performed personal mantra. Felt head touches again, but not much else this time. Experimenting with different mudra hand positions. The only one that is comfortable right now is the Muladhara. Will do this for the week and then move to Swadhisthana.
Have started over with many approaches and am taking things more slowly then before. I feel I moved farther ahead then I was capable of and was burning myself out.
Performed LBRP. Did some breaths to center myself and closed my eyes. I sat in stillness for a while, then began countdown to trance (rather then staring til haze). Once there sat in stillness for a while again. Noticed my ears feel like they are straining in the state, even though I am not straining them, and could here the familiar tinitus ring on the edge. Listened for a while, but noted nothing. Then realized my body seemed a little tense too. Told myself mentally to relax and immediately, as I relaxed, felt touches on top left side of head and right side of body. I asked if anyone was there and would like to speak with me. Sat in silence with the feelings. After a long moment asked if there was no one that wished to speak with me or if I was not ready yet. In my mind I saw a greenish yellow ring narrow into a flame and then a crown before quickly disappearing. I thought this was odd and asked if it could be repeated. Saw the same greenish yellow ring, but this time it narrowed into an eye? Kept listening/feeling and watching inside my head. Saw the greenish yellow ring a few more times always coming from the edge of darkness and narrowing into a point before disappearing. At one point it felt that the upper part of my body was slowly rotating a bit? Had the thought that I had gone far enough today, so thanked all whom where there and came out of trance. My body felt static all over for a few minutes after.
Besides the touches, the green yellow thing is new, so will probably go down the rabbit hole looking for it in site for a bit lol. All in all, feel energized and glad I got the med in today
Performed LBRP. Breathed to steady myself and performed a grounding exercise. Performed countdown to trance. Felt head touches, a long trail down my chest, and my head/arms felt a bit static. Heard nothing. Focused on my third eye. Saw deep purple color form into an eye in my mind and then fade into the darkness, repeating color splash occasionally. Nothing else of note.
77 min trance/listening/feeling divination/meeting?!
I usually meditate at night due to less noise. Today, though, I started to have a sensation of tingling on my head and a desire to go meditate. I’ve been trying to listen to intuition more, so I went to my med room, lit a candle, and performed the LBRP. As I was sitting in Quarter lotus as usual and immediately felt the urge to invoke Lady Lilith (also unusual as I generally do this at night and by moon cycle). Performed small invocation, meditated, and asked questions with pendulum. After, I thanked her again and went back to meditation. I was ecstatic that I had received such direct communication, albeit through pendulum. Suddenly, even though I was smiling, tears started to form. I apologized for being so sentimental, that I was just really happy about this. Immediately felt a comforting vibration through my entire body. Cold, but also warm and filled with happiness? I meditated a bit longer then thanked her again and asked her to depart in peace. Left feeling lighter and energetic. Can’t wait for the dreams
Performed LBRP. Did some breathing to steady and fire breathing for a a few minutes. Proceeded to close eyes and countdown to trance. Seems to work really well as I can feel a bit of shift halfway through second count. Sat in silence for majority and only felt slight touches today. Still not sure if I am always feeling “touches” or if just feeling energy. Near the end I started visualizing one of the porn ladies I have fancied in the past. First time this has happened, but might be because I am 6 days in from not releasing (which is a long stint for me lol). Brushed it away a few times, but kept reoccurring. Eventually mellowed back out and finished in peace for a few minutes.
All in all, nothing crazy today, but still good to et the med in
Performed LBRP. Took a few breaths, but didn’t really do anything else today. Went straight to closing eyes and just sitting in silence. Remained as such for the entirety. Felt some vibrations on both arms and an aura of warmth, but nothing really happened outside that.
Another day in a row accomplished! I might just be able to finally make a week!
Performed LBRP. Was pretty distracted going into it and almost blew it off. Was able to reach trance for a few minutes, but kept having intruding thoughts. Reset a few times before calling it, but glad I still attempted. Felt energy around my crown throughout, but nothing else really of import.
Performed LBRP. Took some steadying breaths. Stared above candle until trance. Noticed the dark blue aura around the candle again. It’s larger now and more vibrant. Closed eyes and sat in silence. Felt touches on side of face and then tickle on lip. Laughed a little and commented on it before going back to trance. Felt more touches down chest and side of body and the tingles on top of my head. Heard nothing and saw nothing of note. Thanked all that were there with me and asked them to depart in peace. Opened eyes and it started raining outside. (Bad timing on my part. Would of loved the sound during med). Felt like didn’t spend much time in med, but almost an hour went by, so good med
Performed LBRP. Performed modified fire breathing and combined with Qi sensing technique. No surprise I can feel the heat and energy between my hands (if only other clairs would shape up already). Did this for about 2 minutes. After, began countdown to trance. Halfway through second countdown felt the usual stirrings around my head. Upon reaching trance, asked if anyone was there that would like to speak, and asked them to name themselves first so I might honor them. After few moments of silence, went to personal mantra. Did this about 13 times and then something very different happened. I opened my eyes and felt that there was someone with me. My vision was very narrowed. The candles flame only was an orange glow surrounded by a tunnel of darkness. My whole body became chilled and alert. I welcomed them and asked if they could tell me their name. Waited a bit and my vision started to normalize and the sensation slowly dissipated. Apologized and stated that my hearing was still in the works so I might not be able to hear them. Got a cold tingly sensation again and heard a grumble sound move from left to right down and in front of me. Laughed and said noted. The sensation went away and I went back to meditating. Did mantra a couple more times, but the excitement of the experience was kinda counter productive. I thanked all that were there and asked them to depart in peace and ended the meditation for today at 11:11 (probably coincidence, but noting for later). Very odd and different experience, but new so counting as a plus.
Performed LBRP. Performed modified fire breathing with Qi technique again. For the most minute of moments, I thought I felt a pulling on extending away from the center, but only once. After did personal mantra and opened up the floor for others. Nothing crazy today though. Just sat in peaceful silence for the most part. Did feel body touches occasionally, but that has become norm. Glad I got it in
Performed LBRP. Performed mod fire breathing. Rubbed my legs up to my chest and down numerous times (saw somewhere that it helps with energy flow; due to blood circ maybe?). Stared above candle until trance came. Closed eyes with the feeling and continued to perform countdown. Might not need for trance, but the visualization of numbers seems like a good visualization practice to improve. Upon finishing began to visualize a green ball of energy in front of my chest. As I did this felt something touch side of my neck and rub down my throat to my chest and back a few times. Continued and to my surprise actually felt an energy( swirling sensation faint) at my chest. Then moved up and imagined a sky blue one at my throat nd felt the same. Then went systematically from root to crown red to violet and felt as if there was a line through them that would move as I breathed in and out. The touches went away and I thanked for the help and went back to silence for a few moments before ending session. Super happy with today and feel good leaving
Tried something different today. Layed down istead of quarter lotus. Performed breathing. Just remained after in silence and thought. Not sure if this works as well towards trance as sitting, but did feel some movement. Nothing really of note, but tried it.
Went back to sitting. Performed LBRP. Stared at candle for while and felt shift a couple times easily to haze. Closed eyes and did countdown. After, tried visualizing colors/chakras from bottom to top in order. Wasn’t able to see them as easily as last time, not sure why. Did feel them afterwords a little more, but also not as strong as last time. Still probably good to continue to improve both energy sensation, movement, and visualization practice. Not much of note today. Did hear an owl hoot 3 times. Weird hour considering the dawn, but also stopped when meditation ended. Got it done
Performed LBRP. Sat quarter lotus and did breathing. Stared at candle and felt trance coming quickly. Closed eyes and did countdown/visualization exercise. After, went from root-crown visualizing and trying to feel each. After sat in silence and asked if there was anywhere i should focus on practice more. Felt a pin like sensation above bellybutton at solar chakra. Meditated on it for a few minutes, thanked for advice, and asked if there was anything else. Felt/heard nothing so went back to silence. After a few moments had a new sensation that i’ve never had before. it felt like a pulsing sensation coming from my core outward and as if i was rocking slightly forward-backwards. Went with it for a bit and it continued. After awhile I opened my eyes, but I wasn’t moving and the sensation left. Finished med. New experience and visualization practice so win win
All same as day before, except i went and stood in the yard for some grounding before to see if it helps. The pulsing feeling was there again (maybe it’s a new norm). Was able to visualize chakra colors a little better today but countdown numbers less. All in all, good med.
Performed LBRP. Stared at candle until trance. Noticing a blueish purple aura that extends from it occasionally. Did some breaths, but not many. Just sat and silence and reflected on a dream from the previous night. Did hear some rustling to my left and then a while later the same, but closer to me. Nothing else of note. Again feels good.
