BALG Meditation Log In

January 13, 2021
Log 143
50 min meditation

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Log 3

13.01.2021

8 min - meditation on the sigil of Attakeria. During meditation, I again felt warmth in my palms, as well as a rapid heartbeat. Attakeria reappeared as a pillar of flame with a face, but this time the color of his flame changed slightly. In addition to the main blue color, a white and yellow sheen appeared. I wonder if his condition is influenced by working with the mantras of the Bohisattvas?

10 min - Vajrasattva’s 100-syllable mantra. Calm and balance as before.

8 min - Green Tara mantra. During and after reciting the mantra, the feeling of “purification” of consciousness. As if you find yourself in crystalline clean space, and not in absolute emptiness, but where there are no negative emotions. This “effect” was partly felt throughout the day.

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Log6
13-01-21
20 minutues of vase breathing
I kept counting breaths from 100 to 1 and continue breathing after. Breathings were deep, slowly and regular pace. I sat in zazen and noticed it makes easier to keep concentration even though random thoughts were flooding in.
I am satisfied with today practice

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Log 7

14-01-21
20 minutes
cunted 100 vase breaths and few more
sat on chair it wasn’t as comfortable as zazen, for spine and head were unbalanced. But I relaxed to the point of falling asleep even though window is slightly open and winter air come into the room. But whole sensations was a bit worse than yesterdays probably because of quite full stomach even though I ate 2 hours ago
But still I am satisfied and I am happy that I got into natural rythm of 20 minutes meditation without alarm.

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Log 58
14.01.2021.
30 min AY EEM MA TA AH
10 min Mem Lamed Ayin
20 min HEH EE LAH AH EE EH

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January 14, 2021
Log 144
25 min meditation

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Log 8
12/1/2021
45 min lucid dream meditation. Maintained almost waking consciousness while dreaming for 20-30 minutes before loosing focus and fading into normal dream state.

Log 9
14/1/2021
1 hour energy body meditation

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Log 59
15.01.2021.
40 min AY EEM MA TA AH

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January 15, 2021
Log 145
15 min meditation

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Log 8
16-01-21
20 minutes
Zazen - quality of meditation was better even though after pizza. 100 breaths with one missed counting. I need to work on my posture for meditation. Tekno music helps more than ambient chills

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Log 60
16.01.2021.
20 min AY EEM MA TA AH

Today I had a strong pressure in the area of the third eye it helped me when I put the mud. I mixed the soil bought for planting flowers with water and put it on my forehead.
I found this yesterday

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January 16, 2021
Log 146
30 min meditation

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January 17 2021
Log 147
1 hour and 5 min meditation

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Log 61
17.01.2021.
20 min AY EEM MA TA AH
8 min Earth Grounding

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Log 46
18/01/2021
19 mins chakra meditation

i know yet again i took a long time to update because of my studies and again i want to say I’m sorry. I’m trying my best to keep up with mundane and magick in my life but having alot of homeworks and deadlines it’s kinda difficult but I’ll try my best to post as much as i can. Sometimes i might need break that’s all

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Don’t worry about it, friendo. There is no deadline for this stuff. You can do it whenever you have a moment to spare. Life happens to us all, so don’t fret :slight_smile:

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Aww thanks for understanding bestie, i was really stressed but I’m glad i finally got my college stuff done :hugs:

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It’s nice to see you with us again :slight_smile:

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Aww thank you gurl ^-^ and it’s nice to see you too :heart:

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Log 62
18.01.2021.
20 min AY EEM MA TA AH
8 min Earth Grounding

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