Log4
09-01-21
15 minutes
I lost counting track 13 times, but also I relaxed deep, I felt blood/energy circuit in my hands, My breath sunk into slower and deeper pattern
8 min - meditation on the sigil of Attakeria. At first I felt warmth in the solar plexus area, then in the palms. After that, I felt a vibration in the “third eye” area, which did not stop until the completion of the meditation itself.
10 min - Vajrasattva’s 100-syllable mantra. I felt an inner lightness and relaxation.
5 min - meditation on the sigil of Semyaza. Mixed feelings.
January 9, 2021
Log 139
1 hour meditation.
I was flying between mountains over a train rail and bellow me was a old looking train moveing fast through the snow.
01/10/2021
log 37
10 mins of draconian chakra meditation.
at the end of the meditation there were thoughts of my grandma so i decided to end the meditation. At the second I opened my eyes i saw for a brief second her in her house weaving something in the kitchen. It was like I physicaly saw her.
Is this normal? like it was 3 am and she is still alive.
8 min - meditation on the sigil of Attakeria. Again I felt a very strong warmth in my palms, and then in my whole body. I saw Attakeria as a fiery pillar with a face standing on a mountain ledge.
10 min - Vajrasattva’s 100-syllable mantra. Deep peace and balance are still felt.
8 min - Green Tara mantra. I would like to say that when reading this mantra, vibration is felt in the heart chakra. Moreover, instead of calmness, there is some kind of general activation, as if additional energy appears in you, which purifies and stimulates your consciousness. Especially this is due to the fact that Green Tara is associated with activity and instant execution of requests. In any case, the influence of this mantra is felt immediately.