Hi, new member here. i was a religious person my whole life (muslim) but after researchs and reading and reading i finally realized that “I don’t know anything”.
i consider my self as an agnostic person but while researching i end up with a article about demons and semi gods and i told my self “if you can be in contact with one this entities you can prove to your self that supernatural is actually exist”.
one of (and only?) this demons i attracted to is astorath, his/her name is in my head almost all day (i even had dreams) and since then something happened in my life which i can tell it’s because of that entity because whenever i decide to forget it that “thing in my life” get worse or since i drawed the sigil it got better. even though i’m not totally sure yet. because same thing happened to me in another case when “i was very close to god!” and i don’t have any explanation for it till now…
but this all can be my imaginations because i keep thinking and relate everything to whatever in my mind.
i know some of you here are very close to astorath and made pact/deal with him/her. so here’s my questions:
have you ever seen astorath in physical form? by physical i mean seeing her by your eye not in your mind.
in Christianity and in Islam (not sure about Judaism) it’s strongly adviced no one should get in contact with this entities, have you ever experienced any negative effect in your life since contacting this entities? do they ever harass you?
is it necessary to make a deal with them? what if you just seek knowledge and talking to them about the world and not requesting anything?
i don’t want to make a deal, summon, worship or request anything i just want to simply talk to this entities, is it possible?