I shortly wanted to explain my spiritual situation.
I was an Angel but became human an eternity ago. I had visions from my time before having a human existance. I wrote a book and I think I wanted to fall. The book should collect my human lifes, I believe. I had visions about me and others. Two of them were school mates.
Their names I received (Mitrabrahim, Lilu the school mates) and mine: Lukianof.
Thoth told me my name and I believe my visions came from him, too.
An other one who is a born ââfallen oneââ
(who doesnât see himself as still fallen due
to his Ascension) is @Yberion.
He was a demon (Yberion).
Before joining this Forum I only knew
myself being a born entity.
I donât know if I will return into the heavenly realms but I want to. All my magic concentrates on getting more knowledge and abilities.
Iâm in relationship with two female Angels and
I hope I am going to be a deathless with them again.
Are there others out there who know about themselves having a non-human past, who
are fallen, became human?
I had a past life in Kemet as a follower of Amun, another as a female aboriginal, and another. They didnât really affect me much but the memories were interesting.
As for what I was, I havenât really opened up with that yet, only C. Kendall knows and a few scanners who were unaware have seen it. However, I do know I was a guide of the dead in the area we overlooked among other things, but I always traveled a lot when I got the chance outside of my âdutiesâ
No, I only chose to for certain experiences due to curiosity. I plan to go âhomeâ after this life.
Yes, I was and I remember my faith in that life. My life in Kemet was only one of the 3-4 past lives I experience as human but it was not my life prior to reincarnation.
Beside Akhenaton I was told by Set to have been âTwahogluâ (ââtwo holesââ a name of dishonor against the nickname âtwo starsâ for the eyes of me) a name of ââMen neferââ (the beautiful Men). These are the two kemetic lifes I was told by Satan-Set.
As far as the origin of my soul, I was some sort of spirit that clawed my way out of a pit filled with others trying to bite and devour eachother for existance. Not sure what âraceâ of spirits I was, just the sheer violence of the creation. Not sure how long I have been here on this plane, but definitely not my first go around.
I was and then I just became. I was a priestess, taught from one of the greatest magician, then I was led to Egypt. I ascended in that life, I sticked around Egypt but eventually I migrated to another country. There I was confused with the mother, when I was the daughter, though Iâm the mother too. Then 1 more human life and here we are now.
I donât have a use for the term âfallenâ - that sounds like a judgy thing from a random and very brand spanking new religion I donât follow, and I donât really get why spirits âan eternityâ old would even have it on the radar. Do you think you need to âbe redeemedâ as well?
Iâm an incarnate daemon, which is itself an incarnation of an entity created by 3 gods/daemons in collaboration. Angel or demon doesnât matter - theyâre the same species - I can exhibit traits of both and neither as can they all. I was part of the Earth project helping to build the body of the planet (as part of the consciousness of rock, singing it into manifestation, holding the energy until it could hold itself, thatâs how you make matter from void, with galdr), then I was fae for the remaining about 65% of those 4 billion years-ish, and I was done⌠Then Azazel traded me a thing to be human in just the last few millennia. It wasnât worth it.
Probably because not all nonhumans are an âeternity oldâ xD and might attach a different meaning to the term fallen, to some it might be a good title as they stood up for what they believed before âfallingâ among other probable meanings.
Also to call an angel and demon the same species is kind of bullshit lol, theyre different races, fallen doesnât equate to demon unless the angel actually decides to reach out to whatever it may be and becomes a demon.
Also, taking on the traits of something doesnât exactly mean much, a lot of beings share similar traits, with varying differences, a common traits in different blueprints but still are different races.
Read something about this, and I donât want to come off tooâŚCorny, is that word? Regardless.
I had a few people in my life call me an angel but never really took any notice of it, I just thought it was compliment. Something happened to me 4 years ago that might have confirmed it to be true, and I know that it is 100% correct, but for the sake of it Iâm not going to say anything. There is ways to know for certain. Iâll tell you when the time comes Lukianof.
Like with all due honesty, check out YBerioth. He is on the forumâŚThis guy is literally an incranation of a powerful God. Like his power his awesomeâŚI read about him on the forumâŚApprently he has a planet to himself lolâŚUranusâs moon is hisâŚhella powerful. You can even evoke Yberioth yourself
