This person also gave me shaktipat, but I fear this person programmed the Kundalini with their own ideas. Trying to make me into a Christian. Ive always been so anti Christian. I love God, or rathet Source, Universe, Divine though.
My 3rd Kundalini awakening too.
I had my 2nd Kundalini awakening at his house, turns out he probably gave me shaktipat without my knowledge then too.
It was a very baneful working. Involved dark entities, energy vamping, whenever I learn any lessons or start to feel good he just steals my energy. He caused me to get a mass on my pancreas. He also changed my life path, verified this through divination and tarot.
Its made me suicidal.
Hes been influencing my life since i was a child. He eve used magic to make my ex hate me and go all psycho on me which pretty much ruined my perception of girls, so I put years into personal developmemt and reading to fix myself. Then he goes and does this shit. I meditated for hundreds of hours, scoured spiritual texts, and spent months exploring the deepest parts of my psych and this asshole undoes it all. I feel like my life hasnt even been my own.
I had my flaws and i made my mistakes but I spent every damn day trying to right them and figure out why I was so fucked up. Turns out it wasnt even me to begin with.
He told me he did this so it could be like a movie in which i learn from a master. Wants me to write a book about him too.
Perhaps this Kundalini awakening and the baneful magic has made me a bit crazy, sure. But he told me every detail of my future a month out, told me itd be like a choose your own adventure where he already knows the answrr. I end up in jail, dead, a minister, or writing a book about him.
Fuck my life dude.
He even told me id make this post. Said it right in front of me.