Hello everyone,
I’m new to the forum. I believe I can find answers to my questions here. Thank you all in advance.
While meditating with Tarot cards, when it came time for the Death card, I had a dream related to Belial. In the dream, a guide, Belial, and I were in my home. The guide spoke of Belial with praise, respect, and gratitude. He even said that Belial had saved him from a very difficult process.
At that point, I said in the dream: “If he is so helpful, then I would like to work with him as well.” After this sentence, Belial turned his face toward me, approached me, and extended his hand, asking for respect and obedience. However, I refused him, because I had never had such an experience before and I could not fully comprehend what I was getting into.
After that, my interest in the Ars Goetia book and the demons within it suddenly increased. Before this, I did not even know the name of the book. (If you ask how I learned about it: the other name of the Death card is Nun, and Nun is also another name of Valac. Through this connection, I researched the book.)
Afterwards, I began researching all the demons. Among them, only Orobas stood out as one I could potentially work with. More precisely, I thought to myself: “If I were to work with anyone, it would be Orobas.”
Some time later, in another part of a dream, I saw myself trying to draw Orobas’s seal using white sand. Honestly, although these experiences were impressive for me, I wanted to interpret them purely as archetypes. However, in the following days, Orobas’s hymn kept repeating in my mind. I feel an urge to sing it, but because of my willpower, I only hum it quietly. How I should interpret this process is the main focus of my curiosity.
In addition to all this, my other questions are:
Does working with demons negatively affect my path of spiritual evolution?
Can it help me reach higher levels of consciousness?
I have also read that having a connection with the HGA (Holy Guardian Angel) makes working with demons safer. Honestly, my mind is very confused. Could you help me interpret this process?