Dear Rikki1511,
You express good concerns here.
Yes, a Judgemental Mindset can be a problem.
But hear me out, why:
Lots of the Lore and Stories we have to work with,
simply because it’s the only written documents about something,
or from a certain time,
isn’t exactly resembling the exact story as it went down.
So indeed,
you might find yourself wrongly accusing someone,
based on evidence,
you can not check yourself.
Now, with any written word,
there’s also a writer,
who’s put it there.
And generally we say “history, is written by the winners.”
So, in many cases,
deities and Gods had to deal with,
being labled by those who considered themselves their followers,
or even sometimes enemies,
writing about them,
rather then with them.
Lucky for you,
we have a great contribution,
thanks to C.Kendall,
which actually is channeled directly from those beings.
Take a moment,
to read it for yourself.
If you feel an urge,
or uncomfort,
while reading it,
trust me,
that’s normal.
You can then,
reflect on it a little bit,
and think about your proposal again.
Samael, indeed is a very old being.
To him,
human lifes,
are like the life of a fly,
to you is.
To give somewhat a reference.
So going towards such a being,
with an accusive mindset,
surely isn’t something i’d encourage you to do.
Rather,
take the time to study the being,
and when it starts contacting you,
seek the conversation,
in how you can understand their choices,
and how come their morals differ from yours.
You can still judge,
if you REALLY feel you need to,
after you’ve gone that route.
At least,
it increases your chances of finding a better solution,
both for your safety,
as well as for your actual spiritual progress,
along the way.
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth