Though there’s a big difference between being familiar and just knowing who another spirit is.
In this case the “familiar” was the right word, I’m sure in it.
Unfortunately Lucifer in particular is very big on the “trust me and I’ll give you all you need to know when the time is right.” model.
Absolutely! Just like you, I’m not confidential person, at all. Can’t trust anyone, but in Lucifer’s case (and Abaddon, and Belial - so-so, I know Him, and He’ll fuck with me before or after, I know it, hehe - ) I can trust Him for some reason, completely. And what you said, is true.
I just simply trust in Him, and what He said, and He’s always surprise me, again and again. I have no expectations from Him, at all. I just doing what He teach me and what I find important to my evolution and the results, and what He did for me, is… just amazing.
Very often, I can’t believe it concretely that He did/showed that kind of things to me what He did for me, and I’ll be honest - in some cases when I realized these I just… tried to fight against my tears (Believe me, I didn’t cry so much before like now, at all) like: “No, it can’t be real. You really did this, to me?”
Ever since I’ve working with Him (and with the other Deities) even in my everyday life, I’ve get every, even small things what makes me happy for some moments (energy drinks from others, when I wished for it, chocolates, new ideas, opportunities and everything else - and I don’t even ask Them for it).
And still can’t believe this whole situation… these changes. I’m just so grateful.
I’m working hard on myself, and I just wish that I can be more, and while I’m developing, I became worthy of these things (of course, I didn’t choose this path because “I want gifts” - They know it well, if this would be my goals, I’m sure that I wouldn’t get these, or… who knows).
If he wants you to know, then he’ll tell you who it is. There is always the possibility it’s your job to figure it out. Papa is fond of puzzles
Yes, you are right, thank you!
And thank you for the other Dear Magickians here, @Manosman , @Purple
Feels and looks similar to how I’ve seen Belial?
@Mephisto Seems like? I saw Belial with similar features, and I’ve tried to figure out based on His energies, who could be this Mysteryous figure, but I didn’t felt Belial’s energy.