Though thereās a big difference between being familiar and just knowing who another spirit is.
In this case the āfamiliarā was the right word, Iām sure in it.
Unfortunately Lucifer in particular is very big on the ātrust me and Iāll give you all you need to know when the time is right.ā model.
Absolutely! Just like you, Iām not confidential person, at all. Canāt trust anyone, but in Luciferās case (and Abaddon, and Belial - so-so, I know Him, and Heāll fuck with me before or after, I know it, hehe - ) I can trust Him for some reason, completely. And what you said, is true.
I just simply trust in Him, and what He said, and Heās always surprise me, again and again. I have no expectations from Him, at all. I just doing what He teach me and what I find important to my evolution and the results, and what He did for me, isā¦ just amazing.
Very often, I canāt believe it concretely that He did/showed that kind of things to me what He did for me, and Iāll be honest - in some cases when I realized these I justā¦ tried to fight against my tears (Believe me, I didnāt cry so much before like now, at all) like: āNo, it canāt be real. You really did this, to me?ā
Ever since Iāve working with Him (and with the other Deities) even in my everyday life, Iāve get every, even small things what makes me happy for some moments (energy drinks from others, when I wished for it, chocolates, new ideas, opportunities and everything else - and I donāt even ask Them for it).
And still canāt believe this whole situationā¦ these changes. Iām just so grateful.
Iām working hard on myself, and I just wish that I can be more, and while Iām developing, I became worthy of these things (of course, I didnāt choose this path because āI want giftsā - They know it well, if this would be my goals, Iām sure that I wouldnāt get these, orā¦ who knows).
If he wants you to know, then heāll tell you who it is. There is always the possibility itās your job to figure it out. Papa is fond of puzzles
Yes, you are right, thank you!
And thank you for the other Dear Magickians here, @Manosman , @Purple
Feels and looks similar to how Iāve seen Belial?
@itsnathanm7 Seems like? I saw Belial with similar features, and Iāve tried to figure out based on His energies, who could be this Mysteryous figure, but I didnāt felt Belialās energy.