Hello there, I’m so sorry to hear that you’re going through a hard time. I know how you feel and I’ve been there. It’s not in any way easy, but unfortunately, it’s at these times that we have to be the strongest. By being strong, I mean finding another outlet, whatever it is that you are going through, for now, turn to someone such as a trusted friend, or family member if possible so you can vent. That helped me a lot and for now, I’d say, do not contact him. Look at it this way, right now, he is EXPECTING you to contact him. Do the opposite. Let it breathe for a while and wait for him to come back and contact you. I promise you he will. He needs to miss you while you need to heal. Sometimes, people do and say things that are terrible and we often question how they could have ever claimed they loved us. And when they do, what do we do? We react, which is exactly what they’re expecting. Not to worry, damage is reversible. I truly believe that. When I tell you how mad I was before I found this beautiful path and the things I said and reacted the way I did, texting him, his family, his friends. But he never ever responded to my angry messages. After a month of tears, sleepless nights, crying, etc, I said you know what, his loss and I sent him a goodbye message, in a very nice manner. I apologized for the harsh things I said in anger and told him, I only said them cuz I was hurt, but even so, I apologize and I hope you find the happiness you seek. He never answered that either. For a whole month, I focused on myself, meditation, was very grateful for everything I DO have and tried to release my negative feelings. Mind you, all this time, we haven’t spoken at all. The one day, I got the courage to send him a photo of a home project I was working on. He always loved the fact that I enjoy working on the house and he actually responded. “Wow, that looks beautiful”. That was the first step and that’s the only step you need to get moving in the right direction. From there, I sent him a message once a week, then twice a week and he would message me and there are days when we have conversations, but I keep it strictly platonic. No insults, no jabs, nothing about anything negative. Only positive things. Now he sends me a message once in a while and I get from the messages that he definitely has feelings there., they didn’t go anywhere at all. Now granted, he still with his ex, but I don’t let that physical realm affect me anymore and because of my new self, I know it’s attracting him like a magnet. Slowly of course but remember, slow and steady wins the race. So basically, just give him a time out, don’t contact him for a while. Wait for him to contact you, at least wait a month. Since he had blocked you, it’s going to be hard to contact him but at the end of a full month, check and see if you are still blocked. Chances are, he’ll be wondering what happened, why you haven’t tried to reach out, etc., once that curiosity kicks back in, you’re on the right spot. I know you must’ve heard this a thousand times, and I know you’re hurting and I know how bad you must be feeling, but please stay calm, know that the best reaction is no reaction and love the heck out of yourself. Activate that LOA and watch how things change in your life and I’m not just talking about relationships. Try to meditate as well and clear your mind. Speak to a spirit and ask for help but once you do, know that your help is on the way and trust it with your whole heart. I pray you feel better and that whatever you are going through comes to pass quickly. Please heal dear friend. <3 sorry for the long post, just wanna share and even if I could make a person feel a SLIVER bit better, I 'd feel better because I KNOW how hard this is and what it feels like to feel this way.