Ok so for the few days. I have been working on getting an ability to help me throughout my life. Learning how to manipulate energy. And so far I can feel dark and I feel dead when I am using this ability. I don’t have full control over it. But this new ability grants me the ability to.
1.Counter the effects of Benadryl and melatonin. And it gives me the ability to not get sick as far as I remember when I used this ability in the past I never got sick. It gives me the ability to not be tricked by emotions such as anxiety, and it helps me stand up for myself. And it also gives me the ability to move faster like on my feel or open door or pick things up faster and easier.
And it give me the ability to stay up all night without feeling tired. And then I go to sleep later in the morning. My buddy said it’s demonic energy. But I’m not sure. I saw my aura in my mirror and my face was black and I saw a a darkness a shadow moving on its own on my face started getting covered in the shadow And I can see better in the dark. And I’ve always had the ability to just look at someone and give off this leave me alone vibe or something bad will happen. And I’ve noticed it opens my third eye faster… And since using the energy source I created or transformed into my own source of power. I have had the ability to have very vivid dreams that seem real. And when I have dreams that are like real life. I can even see in detail and live out desires I want to do. I can force people to not leave the room in my dream. And I even feel like they want to leave. But in my dream I don’t allow her to leave until she felt what it’s like to be trapped unable to leave forced to stay. JuSt like I have been forced to be someone trapped unable to leave forced against my will. I used to not be able to make Dream characters feel unsafe. But I’m gaining the ability to force my dream characters to do what I have been through held against my will. And my face looks different. (An evil look) Am I somehow transforming my spirit into something much more. Also I am not lucid in my dreams. I just know how to do things in my dreams I never knew how to do in my dreams.
Also I’m getting more control over the new ability. And I’m gonna go to bed early tonight. So it only lets me fall asleep if I don’t let too much dark energy in my aura
My new ability has downsides to it too.
Drains my energy if I let too much dark energy in me.
Makes me feel dead like im not alive.
Also it’s not depression.