You know, I often feel like this question is not worth really amassing any thought on while alive. You can say I honestly don’t know, and unless you can experience a dying or death then all you can really do is speculate. I’m not concerned about death, only that I know there is a way to be immortal, and this I will concern myself with.
As a being already a God, you are here to realize the full breath of Godhood. The “who” of the matter is quite simple: you chose to be here because from this plane you can experience a full-range of Godhood. If you have forgotten this, then you cannot blame anyone but yourself, and all this work you got to do is a process of remembering who you are.
All these things like money, love, proper living… many of these are vague in the first place. “Proper living”… what does that even mean? Money… a tool, not even necessary to get a lot of things done. Love… all based on who the person is, and what they think this stuff is. None of these things are actually necessary for spiritual development, but rather based on how you want things to play out.
If everything was here for you, then you would not even do the work to become a God. Becoming a God of this plane is a completely different experience than remaining a spirit, and is a realization that needs to happen in order for Godhood to be a cemented thing. How many people have no clue about Godhood at all, trying to figure out how to orient to it? We create statues, shrines, pictures, all trying to realize this stuff here. We can go in our imagination and call up some fantasy about Gods and our wielding of Godlike power, but at the end of the day, our Godhood wants to be seen, felt, smelled, tasted, and heard here.
Why? Who cares why? What else better is there to do? Not be a God? You’re gonna labor regardless, so you might as well do some real work instead of letting someone else run the show. Fact is, if you aren’t using your power, someone else is, and at least for me, that’s all the reason I need. Being a realized God is a lot better than being a stupid, scared, ignorant God, and since this will lead me to exploring and becoming absolutely any and everything, who cares about anything else.
You are alive now, so use your life to get as much of your potential realized as possible. It’s not worth attempting to understand death when you couldn’t deal with it in a worthwhile manner, so do the work and you will get there and find out those answers in due time for yourself. But honestly, it is probably something will only have you thinking about about something you won’t be working with for at least some considerable amount of time. That’s just me, you are of course free to explore this topic and learn what it is you can