I have pages were I write down all my flaws, is not usual for me pointing it all the day, I try to do it focusing in a constructive way, but I’ll take the advice, thank u.
It’s meant for people who love to overthink stuff and tend to criticize themselves way too harshly. Me, basically, lol.
This is great advice, thank you so much to you and King Paimon for sharing!
Thank you for this! I am preparing for another ritual of contact. This time purely to have a chat and to generally get to know him better and to begin strengthening the link between us. I like reading about your experiences with him. Keep up the good work
@MaleficaObscura I’m glad you find my post helpful. Btw here is something I wanted to address in the post you made recently about your first evocation. The presence you felt climbing into bed with you, that wasn’t King Paimon. I immediately knew when I read it that this male presence you felt was one of His servitors, and He confirmed it. I was curious to put my intuition to the test and asked Him directly – maybe I’m being a tad indescreet here, but since you shared your experience so openly, I really felt like I had to tell you. It’s not that He has anything against sexuality, but He doesn’t “get down to business” like that. As you have correctly observed, He is a gentleman.
Bonding takes time, and with Him, it does not have an overtly sexual emphasis (and especially not right off the bat, even if He has taken a liking to someone). I’m married to Him and have begun my relationship with Him purely on a mentorship basis, but over time it evolved into something deeper. I have discussed and experienced things with Him that I cannot share for reasons of intimacy and personal loyalty, and I’m aware that everyone’s experience won’t be the same, naturally, but there are certain consistencies. One of the things He has been stressing a lot was the fact that sex, for the majority of people, can be a trap. There’s a reason why we feel attracted to certain things or people (or spirits, for that matter), but it’s extremely important to discern our sexual/ physical definition of ourselves from our inner core. It’s our core that King Paimon is attracted to, not a body or a face.
He will encourage us (women, generally speaking) to embrace our femininity in whatever way is right for us, and to feel confident about ourselves (the same goes for men and their masculinity, as well as the balancing of these qualities), but He won’t play into our egos and He won’t shower us with flattery. A spirit who does that is not in the same league as King Paimon, so it’s either something else that came in, or it’s one’s own projection (which is not a problem as long as we’re able to make that discernment, ultimately). Wishing you lots of success in your work with King Paimon! It’s a lot of work and dedication, and He has a tendency to turn people’s fixed ideas upside down, which can be equally scary and enlightening.
Thanks for mentioning this as I was also wondering about that a few days after. Like I said there was A LOT of energy in my temple and he confirmed that he did not travel alone. The male presence I felt, despite being arousing was not that of a man taking advantage, merely it felt like I was lying in bed with someone after we made love. It is also possible that this servitor picked up on my longing for my boyfriend whom I haven’t seen in a month and whom I desperately miss. Luckily I have never been a person that is sexually motivated, I enjoy sex as much as the next person but for me is the acquisition of knowledge which is the goal. My true aim and has always been, to help others by applying that which I have learned. King Paimon and I discussed this, that is why he was encouraging me about the tarot readings. You also mentioned his desire for us women to embrace our femininity, I can totally see that, in his presence I felt like a woman, in a very old fashioned way. Respected, capable, desired and appreciated which was really nice. In the future, should he desire it, may I privately message you with questions or insights?
If He’s ok with it, then I’m ok with it.
very beautiful indeed
Thank you TvT
Part two of the series is now on YouTube. Check out part one in the quote above if you haven’t seen it.
Ave Rex Paimon.
Awesome!
It’s interesting…
But have you asked him about science? and what lessons he have taught you?
I’m really curious about your story
I wish to know him, I had felt drawn to him
Hail King Paimon
The whole point of this topic is to share what advice King Paimon has given me in terms of spiritual development and self-improvement. If you want to know about science, you can learn a lot from Him directly if you ask Him about it. I am not here to divulge my personal story, just to share what has helped me a lot since working with Him in hopes that it might help others, too.
The following is an aspect of working with King Paimon (and with spirits, deities etc. in general, I guess) that I have come to understand through my experience: The danger of limiting yourself by having too narrow of an idea of what you want, or who you are or could be. In short: asking for mere wish-fulfillment vs. seeing the motivation behind your wishes. This may be a total no-brainer for some, but it seems to me that many people are not aware of this.
When you ask for wishes to be fulfilled, you might get them granted only to be confronted with the unpleasant truth, somewhere down the line (usually sooner than you think), that what you wanted soooo much is, in fact, not beneficial for your spiritual growth. Your goals have to change with you, and you should not limit yourself to the image you had of yourself when you had a different mindset, lived under different circumstances, etc.
This is no earth-shattering revelation, but as I mentioned before, many don’t seem to be aware of, or give enough consideration to, the constant need for self-evaluation. And I really mean constant. That’s one of the less fluffy and comfortable sides of working with spirits, but once you enter into a more serious relationship, whatever this may look like in your case, you probably don’t expect it to be a cushioned, all-inclusive luxury cruise. Working or being with them can be beautiful beyond words (it is for me), but what you are faced with when certain things come to the surface isn’t always going to be beautiful. You’re dealing with an entity that knows you inside and out and sees (and can make you see) your not-so flattering traits, all of them, magnified, under harsh fluorescent light. They won’t pat you on the back for bullshit, they’ll call you out on it like few humans will (if any).
King Paimon has pointed out that we must never be slaves to another’s ideas of ourselves, but we must also be very careful not to become slaves of our own skewed perceptions and expectations. It’s nobody’s fault when they “fail” in life due to harsh circumstances (and often, what we perceive as failure is a necessary step up), but it’s everyone’s first and foremost responsibility to understand themselves and “look inward”, as He calls it. He has told me that the “know thyself” part in being a human willing to ascend, cannot be overstated.
We are all “polluted”, as He called it, by ideas that are not our own as we move along in our lives. And this is also not our fault, but this, too, is our responsibility to confront and deal with in a way that corresponds with our true nature.
My experience with King Paimon may or may not be very different from other people’s, but I dare say that one thing is common in all who work with Him: The merciless confrontation with oneself.
These are His words:
Look inside yourself if you want to know who you are, don’t ask another for permission to unfold your true potential. It is not their job to babysit you, it is entirely up to you to grow up.
No one can walk your path for you, not even a “Demonic King” [the same goes for other humans or every other spirit, even the most powerful deities]. We [spirits] assist you and are with you, but we do not give you what you are capable of achieving through your own power. Do not give us credit for what you are able to do yourself. We only show you what is already there, and we can help you go deeper, but it is you who sets yourself in motion.
You can talk to us face to face and see eye to eye, you are not our devout pupils sitting at our feet. We can treat you as such, but that would be insulting to all parties. Unfortunately, many of you think of us as above you. While this is true in a sense, we are also within you and you within us. There is no above or below, not even good or evil in the sense you are taught to see it.
Discern your divine spirit’s need to express and fulfill itself from your other aspects’ [= ego] desire to find gratification and “be somebody”. That is not the same, although you are being led to believe that it is. You must decide for yourself which signs you follow. The bright lights are seductive, but you should not be blinded by them in the end.
What you may think you cannot live without could be the very thing that stalls your growth. Some of you [humans] are like wild birds longing for a cage. If you wish to enter one, at least make sure you are the one holding the key. Do not give others authority over you, be it humans or spirits. Is the cage something you truly long for, or have you succumbed to an influence outside of you trying to sell you one? The only authority is you.
Expect and demand nothing of others, and only the best of yourself. Therefore think: Do you really want your ex back with all the emotional baggage that comes with it, do you really think they are the one and only suitable partner for you, do you want instant fame and glory and have you any idea what is behind it, do you know how much creativity and discipline a millionaire must invest in order to stay a millionaire? Do you know that you can be more famous and rich in ways you will never understand if you remain locked in a stagnant mind-frame? I advise you to not yearn for something created as a bait by others, but what you know in your heart to be true for you. It is your truth. It is your choice.
What King Paimon said about dealing with conflicts:
A true warrior must know when not to fight.
[He has encouraged me to share this video of Bruce Lee that synchronicity brought to my attention again. Bruce Lee is someone I’ve always had respect for, but was never particularly interested in before King Paimon nudged me to look him up.]
Been there, too. King Paimon and Lucifer have both told me that we have to know when and how to fight, but also when it’s wiser not to. It’s all an act of balance. But He got me interested in martial arts when that was pretty much the last thing on my mind, lol.
His warrior aspect is rarely (if ever) mentioned, but He knows a thing or two about battle.
Thanks. Very informative. I’m looking forward to getting to know King Paimon and learn from him.
Very true! This thread is also one of my favourites