been having strange dreams since i posted this up.
i drew out a couple of these squares on paper in black marker, and the last couple of days i have fallen asleep with the squares in front of me. i just like looking at them. my sigils are just really nice to look at, regardless of whether they do anything magickal.
the first night i fell asleep and when i woke up i was conjuring in my sleep! i clearly saw myself doing hypnotic hallucination (structuring) and for the first time i structured perfectly! of course it was in my sleep so i was probably doing it astrally, but still. the next day the weather was inclement, which usually happens when i do spirit conjurations. the temperature changes, sometimes dramatically.
and last night, a couple of unusual things happened. the first is that i fell asleep while gazing at my sigil and pondering the nature of oriens. i tend to ask oriens, who are you? because i don’t know much about that spirit. in my sleep i remember finding money. that is something i have been doing ever since i bought mastering evocation - usually there are days when the weather changes, and i find a $20 bill just lying in the middle of the sidewalk, waving. i’ll usually walk over and pick it up. often there is nobody around it but there have been times when someone was standing right there and they didn’t see it and i did, and i walk right beside them and pick it up like nothing happened. last night i clearly saw myself doing that again, someone was standing right in front of a bill and it was on the ground right behind them,and like usual, i walked right up to them, picked it up, pocketed it, and walked away. btw, the money i find never seems like money dropped out of someone’s hand or pocket. it’s always wrinkle-free and laid out flat on the ground, like it was put there. and every time, the wind is blowing but it almost looks like something is pinning it to the ground so it doesn’t blow away.
now for the wierd stuff. on he first day, while i was drawing up the sigil for gold ingots and looking them up to find out what they were, i got an email link to a russian site in the caribbean that lets you buy gold bars and resell them to the company that sold them to you for a profit. at first while reading the email i was like SCAM. then later on when texting a friend, i accidentally put the link to her and i was like, WAITAMINIT. this reminds me of the very first big money spell i did to a lwa in 2008 and the crazy shit that happened back then. one thing i learned from the spirit back then is that it IS VERY possible to make a lot of money very quickly, but you do it by doing illegal activity, and in the world of high finance, legality is just a loophole, meaning high earners are not at all worried about breaking the law, they only worry about getting caught. i do believe that once again, by activating the sigil for gold bars, i was flashed a sign that said, welcome to the club, but pay attention, this is not entirely legal and you can do time if you fuck it up. the spirits definitely do NOT have the same morality as human beings and if you want it, they’ll show you how to get it. you just have to realize that how you get it and how you think you’ll get it are two different things, and you have to ask yourself, how far are you really willing to go for what you say you want?
now, for last night. i woke up having it explained to me the different ways of monetizing fresh water on a worldwide scale. i had it explained to me in very great detail and i was in a deep discussion with some spirit or other about free freshwater and premium freshwater, and how to make premium freshwater lucrative by flavoring paid water using radionics machines to charge the water’s molecules for different results along the lines of health, intelligence, and strength. the way the spirit explained it to me, water is a natural commodity just like oil. and just like there are oil-rich countries, there are water-rich countries such as greenland/iceland, canada, russia, and any country with heavy snowfall such as the alps and scandanavia in europe and chile in south america. the spirit pointed out to me that humans need water more than any other commodity, and that it is a natural next step to create separate economies for free water and premium water services, but the world is fighting the urge to monetize water because its economy is ripe for abuse and the world will always have need for free water. the spirit explained to me how free water for human consumption can still take place but that adding value to paid water for human and business consumption will give it extra power for economic use. it explained that governments and private corporations could harvest free water held in icecaps and snowfalls, melt and treat that water, and then sell it in biodegradable containers worldwide to water-poor countries in africa, the middle east, australia, and asia for human consumption, and in larger freight vessels such as oil rigs for large-scale agricultural and business consumption. it also explained that careful purification of premium water would make a huge difference. every magician knows that water’s molecules are tuneable and the spirit explained that technologies such as radionics i use can be used to tune water for very specific properties and to fortify those properties so that paid water has extra benefits that free water does not have. it explained to me that the benefit of water throughout history is that it was very powerfully charged with magnetic energy and that paid water corporations can begin to do the same, charging paid water magnetically and using such devices as radionic machines, giving the water healing and strengthening properties. the way it was explained to me i saw plainly that water is going to be a very profitable future resource, and the spirit and i agreed that it would happen when humanity is more disciplined about how it uses water and not so wasteful. i saw quite plainly how such an economy can easily create billionaires, multibillionaires in the future. the spirits of the square showed me an incredible and necessary way to profit in the world. i have never had such a schooling in my life from a spirit, usually they give me short answers that turn out to be true but in this case i got some very thorough explanations on an important topic, and when i asked it probing questions, it answered them all in great detail. i have to explain that i was channelling the spirit and when i woke up i felt like i was talking to myself, but i was getting answers to questions i have never asked before, and speaking things i know i don’t know. it was pretty amazing, actually, especially considering that i only slept for about 3 hours the whole night. and get this - when i woke up and looked at the eqamo square which was propped up against the wall, it was not only glowing tgs-style, it was moving back and forth like it was breathing!
i just redrew the cosen square with astarot’s name around it. i am going to look into that one a little bit more as well as finish up the seqor one. after spending some time with the aaron leitch square edits and the abramelin manual, i have decided to roll with seqor not segor. seqor means fine gold. seqor means to satisfy, or it can mean to break forth. sekor means to deal falsely, so be careful about the spelling you use.
where i’ll go next is anybody’s guess but there is power ini the squares. if you haven’t opened them up, maybe your desire is blocking you. i have no pressing need to open them up, my motivation is curiosity. i start by asking, oriens, who are you? and that is my induction into them. i do believe adding the spirits that rule over the squares makes a difference. it’s only when i did that that the squares began moving for me. if you are working with them and they haven’t opened up for you, maybe put some effort toward contacting the four princes and eight subprinces before evoking the square itself.