Some things that happened few days ago but forgot to write them down.
As I mentioned in another message, I am trying to astral project since a while now. Although it did happen a few times already, I was never fully conscious during them, never really aware of my surroundings and there was always a spirit present (which made me assume they were the ones getting me out of my body).
Now that I am working on it fully, by myself, things seems to happen more… naturally I guess, more smoothly. But that’s where things gets confusing for me. Because my dreams are now getting so vivid, and lucid, that I sometimes have a hard time deciding if I am dreaming, or actually astral projecting.
Like this experience, which happened few days ago. I felt myself fall on my bed, then after a bit, I got out of my body, sitting on my bed and walking around in my room. I was wondering if I was actually dreaming, or in the astral and out of my body. So I was like alright, let’s go downstairs and see if I can find my mom. I go down, call her and could hear her answer from the bathroom. I go find her and explain what happens to her (me feeling myself fall on the bed and thinking I am in the astral) and she is like “Oh yeah, that’s weird”. She was reacting in the same way she would in the real life.
I woke up a bit after, so freaking confused of what happened.
Another one, which happened 2 days ago.
I was actually astral projecting this time, with the help of a spirit, no idea who it was. I kept getting put back in my body for some reason, like 3 or 4 times. Then after the last time, I was put in some really weird place, some kind of forest. I was wondering where the fuck I was, then I remembered something I read one day, that if you say you wanna go to a certain place or to a person, you will automatically go (no idea if its true, but wanted to try it), so I was like alright, I wanna go back to that spirit I was with earlier. Boom, teleported in some random house, which was totally not mine. No one was here, so I repeated the same stuff, and got teleported in my street, maybe 100 meters away from my house. Again, no one around. I got upset, and said " I wanna try something else then".
Something appeared in front of me, almost like the menu of a game (yeah I know, weird), and I could see Belial’s name on the right side, and Beliel on the left for some reason. I focused on Belial’s name, trying to get to him. In the same time, I could see the image of some big rusty chains in front of me, moving a bit. After a few seconds of nothing happening, I said “Well, seems like I’m not allowed there or something”.
And who appeared right next to me ? Yeah, you guessed it, Belial. Like the last time, I kind of got scared, mostly because I wasnt expecting it (seems like he likes to appear behind me to freak me out or something).
I started messing around, saying something like “Oh I wonder who you could be”, to which he answered with an amused look “I wonder yeah, who do you think I am huh ?”, and then I couldn’t resist and just hugged him. Not gonna lie, I was a bit scared he would be upset at me for that, but seemed quite happy with it.
And so we talked for a little bit, not enough for my taste tho. He mentioned a block he removed from me, and said he was surprised of how I kinda went in a rampage when it was gone (in a good way, I just dont know how to translate it).
I was really surprised of how he looked like, nothing I would have imagined. He was dressed like those bikers that ride Harleys, with reddish semi-long hair. When he appeared at start, he had a scaly skin with 2 horns on his head, that disapeared after a bit.
I woke up a bit after, freaking pumped up by what happened, and wondering again if that was a really lucid dream, or in the astral. Either way, I was still really happy about it !