So basically I am constantly waking up and trying to control my body and have my eyes open and use my body but I can’y really feel it or have my eyes open.
And right now I just woke up and I am exhausted. It’s 2:20 and I had a hard time waking up.
In a dream I was doing the same thing I was doing right now. Wake up, move my arms and legs freely or just let me control them (I couldn’t really feel my body). Now I am still slightly dazed so I apologise if this whole post is a mess…I am still trying to weap my hwad around this.
In short I don’t like when this crap happens because I go from a dream to a dream where I try to wake up and shit and control my body and me and my own body are the main thing. There are no monsters or something like that. It is very scary. How can I just let it go and stuff. If I didn’t fight whatever I had to fight and kept my eyes closed I would’ve been stuck there still. And I also had this part where I was idk what was i doing but I feel on the floor my body was twitching and shaking. Now the scary thing is that this happened to me in real life as well,when I tilted my head backwards.
Also in one part I was running through my house,fighting it and trying to get help. I remember my sister laughing at me but that is it.
And everything was way too real. I felt myself trying to get ahold of my body but I struggled a lot and it felt like I wasn’t the one controlling it and ughhhhh.
Now I am just wondering if this means anything? How can I stop having dreams like that, they are thankfully not happening that often but still why do they come? Does anyone know what is their meaning? I don’t like them and they make me scared of going back to sleep…Please just help anyone maybe idk man:(