Hi everybody,
I’m new to all this, and would like your opinion on something perplexing that happened to me these days.
I recently got interested in angels, feel particularly drawn to Michael and would love to meet him. As I’m not ready to do an evocation yet, I tried to talk to him just like that, and invited him into my dreams. I simply said this aloud: “Archangel Michael, please visit me in my dreams, and make me remember it.” The last part was actually necessary LOL, because I hardly ever recall my dreams.
A week or two later, I dreamed about meeting a guy who introduced himself to me as Archangel Gabriel. When I asked him: “How come you look like an ordinary human?”, he replied something like: “We angels have to be careful about how we present ourselves, so that we don’t scare people, and we generally have to watch how we behave, not to shock people too much.”
In the next scene of the same dream, I was alone in a room, some wasps started gathering on me and around me, even more of them were coming, and I heard them buzzing. At that point, I remembered the evocation keys from the book Archangels of Magick, which are sounds, images or feelings you have to imagine when evoking an Archangel. The first key on Michael’s list is “A humming sound like many bees”. So, I remembered that, and asked myself: “Does this mean that Michael is coming too?”.
I felt something coming/flying towards me, and woke up immediately. I was lying in bed on my side, eyes open, and thought to myself: “Shit, now I’m awake.” But at that point I realized that something was actually there, in physical reality - I felt a very powerful energy in the hallway, that was approaching my bedroom. (The door was closed.) Then, something almost invisible entered. It looked like a large ball of energy, I could see its edges and energy moving within it. It was radiating outwards, and its energy felt extremely powerful. I knew there was nothing negative about it, so I didn’t get afraid, but was pretty shocked. When it reached my bed, it jumped in and lay down. I could feel it hop in and elongate itself behind my back. Then, an invisible arm started hugging me. I felt it as strongly as I would a normal hug, it just felt different. I had an impression that “my invisible guest” wasn’t intending to do anything else, and that it was wary of scaring me. After about a minute of neither of us moving, I started getting paranoid thoughts: “Wait, they say we should always test the identity of every entity, but how am I going to do that when I can’t see or hear anything?” This got me frustrated, so I turned towards the entity and said: “Can’t see you, can’t hear you.” It definitely reacted to that, I could see the energy moving like it was trying to do something, but the next moment it was all gone.
What on Earth happened here? I was fully awake, felt everything normally, could move normally etc. However, when I spoke it didn’t feel exactly normal, like I may have been in a very slight sleep paralysis.
