the next partition of the project is a tough one. im going to italisize the part im having trouble with:
"3. Chaah Syvayan (चाह स्वयं)
The “Self Will” Chakra
A wise man once said, “do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law” and indeed there is a lot of validity to this idea. This of course refers to one’s “true will”, which is etherically upstream from our consciousness in this reality. Think of it as a sort of “Super Self” (As if your super self is a higher dimensional being playing a videogame with you as a character, and think based on that point). This chakra physically is placed in the vertebrae of the spinal column In the lower back but also occupies a position in etheric space, a sort of “constant ripple” in the spatial fabric of etheric space which represents the impact of your true will.
As this Chakra mediates your “super self’s “ will upon this reality, your creativity, lust, passion, and basal emotions all flow from it. The result of your super self’s will inflecting upon this fractured world. When it is blocked, you feel lost, stuck in a rut in life. “Ennui” if you will (which is a feeling of tiredness combined with extremely painful boredom and dissatisfaction with life that results from simply being too well satisfied, weariness extending from a lack of change, excitement, and activity in life. Ergo, hopelessness from too much of a good thing).
Activities and things you can do to stabilize and unblock this chakra include, repetitions of positive affirmations related to the self, reading philosophy about the importance of self will (there are plenty of books out there on this, Marcus Aurelius’s Meditations, “the prince” by Machiavelli, just about anything by Cato the younger, the works of Epicurus, and the works of yang zhu. and of course, the various occult works of Alister Crowley ) power meditation (a type of meditation purpose-built to draw in and concentrate ambient energy into your chakras). Camping (camping in the wilderness with a bare minimum of provisions can help remove the modern Ennui from the Chakra). Taking a walk through a thunderstorm with lots of rain (umbrella discouraged but you can use one if you must, the sheer amount of energy in the thunder, lightning, and rain can sometimes reinvigorate the self will chakra), or simply getting yourself a gift you’ve wanted for a long time, and light/using an oil lamp (the strong flame and the light it casts helps to banish self-will sapping pockets of division in the ambient. this is generally why places lit chiefly by oil lamps always feel 150% better to be in energetically speaking. But even just having one lit during the daytime with the lights on can help a lot). And Listening to music with the tones of 666 Hz and/or 616 Hz.
Crystals for this chakra include: Black Malachite, Azurite-Malachite,quartz-malachite, arcanite,pyrite-malachite, alexandrite, ammolite,jeremjevite, red quartz, bloodstone quartz, all of these crystals and crystal combinations focus on enhancing the strength of self will, unlocking hidden parts of the self will (as in jeremjevite’s case) or making the connection of the self will more enduring under stress.
given the creative force of self will, the colors and colors of things that align with it are as many and varied as the stars in the sky. as the saying goes “if all colors are seen could be fit into a single point, that would be the color of the Chah Syvayan”
now while this conveys alot of the information im trying to put forth about the third one,i have two large problems with it and need ideas
- i did a little more looking into the thelemic concept of “true will” and it turns out its absolutely nothing like what im trying to describe. the idea of true will seems to be about acting in accordance with the flow of nature/universe. while my idea of “super self” is about a will in the void,that is so powerful it can will itself to exist through nothing more than will alone.
now the thing is my idea is that this super self will is like a node in the long chain of entity levels that makeup a person. and that the super self will sits just above the “irl you” node. and that for each node lower,the one above it has to will it into existence
- the entire peice looks like a disjointed ramble to me. i want to convey a sense of professionalism and knowledge in this peice,not the impression that im a teenager on a sugar rush
so again,style pointers and conceptual analysis + ideas are badly needed