A formal apology to all BALG members, still here or not - hope this reaches those not here

My boy Fuego keep sticking around man , is nice to have you here :hugs:

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Welcome back

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Thank you all :slight_smile:

Life gets hard I recently lost my job went from $100k a year to $50k a year that was a huge hit for me and my family. I had humps were I just wanted to give and and did just that. I let my home and life kinda fall apart. But last night I heard a call it was weird my altar was kinda humming to me. I didn’t use it for years But I think its time. I spent years trying to chase god, spirits and find hope but realized I was simply chasing visions that were not meant to happen. I know the spirits were here but I wanted more I craved to see them and when it didn’t happen I was depressed and wanted to give up. Stick to your path no matter how hard it gets things will get better. Dont take my word for it take your own word for it. Your words and thoughts are powerful I learned that my thoughts over the years really messed up my progress in life. If I would of just went into life and work knowing my worth and stuck to It I could of accomplished great things. Its never to late to start over YOU GOT THIS MAN! pull yourself together all the pain and hardship and push forward its going to suck but you will be great full in the end.

I can relate tot he change of path mine was

  • Wicca at 14 - 16
  • Asatru at 16 - 18
  • Thelema in Temple of the silver star 18-28
  • Santeria “Lucumi” 28-33
  • Left hand path 33-34 my current age

its been a long road alot learned Chasing after dreams and getting hit with failure. You have what it takes to be great! you just need realize it for yourself. I have faith in you man! just gota keep pushing forward not matter how hard it gets! As you can see I swapped many paths till I found mine I currently feel at home with this place and Draconian Path never thought id end up here. And yes! do a eth a sketch it might work for you the spirits are here and always are around if it helps you feel them do it! i use a pen and paper and just draw what I fill now Its crazy sometimes how detailed the drawing can end up.

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Hi Fuego, today is Oct 18 I just saw your message. Im a month late! I’m usually late with everything (my challenge) I’m really sorry about everything your going through simultaneously no less! Too many challenges !
I take care of my adult kid who has degerative disc disease and mental health issues also so I feel ya ! Fuego you already are a God your I Am presence or higher self is a God. I wish for your I Am presence to pay all your back rent & heal your degenerative disc disease. In addition you have hundreds of spirit guides. They need to get it together for you as well.Try to hook up with them they’re supposed to do much more for you. Its their obligation. Best wishes

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