Time flies! 3 weeks since I last posted, it seems only 10 days ago…
I’m halfway through the sigil 4 of the living mage book which is the “subconscious heart centre activation”. Apparently “people will start to notice you more, talk to you more and just want to be in your presence more”. I won’t have a problem with that as long as they’re young, blonde and pretty 
I’ve definitely nailed the DMT breathing now. I genuinely thought back at the start of the year that this would be impossible but there you go. Never believe your mind and body tell you, let your Will lead from the front!
I’ve also been practising my astral projection, my left side of the brain is still getting in the way but less and less, I actually visited the roman ruin down the road, it was actually quite a grand farmstead as opposed to a villa. I can see why it was built at the site. Good fertile soil half way up a hill with a small river flowing at the bottom. Plenty of wheat to be grown and good grazing for sheep and cattle. And the bright lights of Londinium only a half day’s ride away. What more can you average Romano-Brit farmer could ask for? 
I’ve also been doing some spellwork. Many years ago I stumbled across Creepyhollows site https://shop.creepyhollows.com. At first I wrote if off as a site for fluffy teenagers and “white witches”. However I was lured by very strong exchange rates to give it a go. I haven’t bought any of their spirit bindings, I leave you to make your own minds about that is in this thread https://forum.becomealivinggod.com/t/the-long-con-parasites-creepyhollows-and-novice-mistakes/77512
However being the Fool I am I have collected a lot of their spellworkings (actually too much 
). Like all magic nothing is 100% guaranteed but I’ve had good results from quite a few of the bindings although I’ve not got through all of them yet. Actually I probably won’t knowing me. By the way, the spells range from white fluffly up to dark but not black as such so there should be something there for everyone given the absurdly large range they have.
I don’t really buy the spells these days and am more interested in their haunted estates stuff. Basically they they come into possession of dead practitioners items. I’ve bought some of these and whilst not cheap they are pretty useful and powerful. In fact I think I’ll indulge myself right now…