The introduction is part of the rules for the forum, linked in the pinned post at the top of the General category, and the intro questions are stated:
(I also have mine in my profile because it’s hard to scroll back past thousands of posts to find it 
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We don’t need your ID, we are interested in you as a mage, this is a focused forum for the topic of magick, esoterica, religion and spiritual philosophy. It’s not social media.
Then why did you come to a discussion forum that is all about using words? You need to be understood to exchange ideas, do you not? You seem to manage to use words fine enough.
Are you actually interested in this discussion, or just gaslighting @Theoricus who pointed out, rightfully that your OP is off topic for the forum? … you didn’t answer the question!
I would move it to a more appropriate topic if you are. This is your journal, which is for you to wax poetic all you like.
This is a different discussion - please do try to stay on topic and start new discussions for very different ideas. this helps people pick and choose the topics they are interested in and keep conversations coherent. Again, this is a discussion forum not social media, not a blog and not an art site- there are all better places to post random poetry. If you didn’t come to be understood, what is your point?
I feel if you were genuinely interested in the philosophy, you might have searched and found we already talked about this several times here. There are many philosophical discussion of this nature you could add to.