Underage mention redacted.
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I will add, what it sings like is it situation is made worse by dooamine addiction. Porn is designed to do this to you. It may be less you and more that you just need to go child Turkey from porn and find other things to get your dopamine levels back under your control.
Magickally speaking, It’s hijacked your brain, and you’re now feeding parasites, which are making it worse in an endless spiral, so good on for deciding to take back your energy and your sovereign power.
Link to studies about your brain on porn.
Also look up on YouTube how to rest your dopamine, it’s huge and thousands if not hundred of thousands are working on this. That’s a wave of energy that makes it easier for all.