If it makes you feel any better, this happens to alpha women, too. ESPECIALLY very intelligent ones.
The desirable men treat me like crap, engage in hypocritical behavior, or want to “just be friends”.
The ones who are interested in me are all creeps, criminals, crazies, or some variation of Milhouse van Houten from The Simpsons.
I’m too smart to fall for that and I refuse to let myself be insulted. Thank Lilith for my incubus.
You mean my profile pic? I don’t know why I’m angry and snappy all the time. I wish I wasn’t
I wish I wasn’t smart
Why, yes–yes I do. I haven’t mastered clairvoyance.
This is actually a great tip, sometimes when people are dying inside they often put up a mask so everyone doesn’t realise they feel like shit. I was at my sister’s birthday party and I wanted her to be the centre of attention because if I cried or crumbled everyone would draw their attention to me.
I kinda feel like a spirit lover would do me more harm than good. I dont dont the exsistance or the validity but the last time that happened it just felt like a delusion to me.
When people arrogantly disregard my opinions and don’t take me seriously.
I’ve suffered and slaved to attain my refined persona in terms of thoughts, concepts, and wisdom, to toil a lot and then not even receive the most basic of a reward is infuriating.
I also ha-ha-ha-HATE Anti-Theists with the unbridled passion of the hottest flames from Hell itself.
They are smug, arrogant, and general run of the mill assholes, no matter what argument I try to give to temper them a bit and make them just a bit wiser that blind hatred is dumb regardless of what side, they ridicule me instead.
Just thinking about it tense my muscles and makes me want to rip through someones innards.
I don’t HATE people, but I am pissed off that people are actually this fucking dense.
They don’t want to argue, they don’t want to debate, they don’t want to talk or grow or anything else but live through their comfortable status quo.
I hate cowards, people who lack any spine and only lash out when they KNOW there will be no consequences.
I hate weaklings, people who cry the moment they break a nail, real or metaphorically, and wants a mom or dad figure to come and save them out of messes they usually caused themselves.
I am a law-abiding citizen, hell, I am trying to be a model citizen.
But there are a lot of times, usually several times a day, where I just want to smite the ever-loving crap out of people and put the fear in gods right back in them.
Because I want to so badly for people who know no respect to feel utter terror at the prospect of punishment.
AND THAT BRINGS ME TO SOMETHING THAT TAKES THE CAKE!
I HATE, and more than just hate, I am absolutely 200% mad, that people who do shitty things usually don’t get punished, and how societies way to cope with it is collective punishment, where everyone gets punished instead of the one or two guys who actually did the shitty thing to begin with.
I can keep listing things that makes me bash people’s head through fucking walls, but this have to do for now.
If this thread is still active by the time I start working with Ares, I will come by to raise its rage with some percent by each visit.
And here is a fucking song to complement my post. XD
Hell yeah. This is what I’m talking about.
I’m fairly slow to anger. I may have momentary irritations, but as for true anger, it’s rare. Once I’m genuinely angered, though, it tends to stick around. I feel that it’s a character flaw on my part that I hold a few grudges, but I still do. I’d actually rather burn through the rage, and subsequently forget these incidents (and the people who caused them).
A few things can spark anger in me, even decades later. One is a case in which my household was terrorized and literally run out of a small town by a group of Fundamentalist Christians. It’s a long story, but the danger was very real, and I can still feel intense anger over it after all this time. Various events, including sexual molestation, that occurred after I was adopted as a preteen still cause feelings of anger and fear. And someone once spread a completely false rumor about my spouse that had serious consequences.
I was raised to believe that anger is always wrong, in every case. I wasn’t allowed to show anger as a kid, or even speak about feelings of anger. I still suffer from this. I don’t actually want to hurt anybody, but I do want to reach a point where I stop thinking about them. They’re taking up space in my head rent-free.
I don’t have any go-to music or images for anger, but harsher types of music could work.
I generally not an angry person anymore, as I not only frankly tell the person I am pissed at off in the moment or allow it to fuel my magical workings if talking has gotten no where. It is a part of me I have accepted and put into use. But there is something that will always get under my skin. It is the rampage of fear, hypocrisy and general denial of our more dark nature (and it being passed down to our children). No one should have to worry about offending another by pointing out an obvious mistake or even saying hello to someone. And if one is going to say you believe or practice something, they need to follow through with it, at least as often as possible (as I understand no one is perfect). I also HATE when I have been praised for being a good person for doing things that are common sense to do. Society would reach great heights if people stopped for a moment, thought about things, and remove the bs limitations we place on ourselves.
As for songs, I will link in an edit as I am going to work now
Sometimes I feel the same way 
I’m a pretty easygoing person for the most part, life is too short to spend it being pissed off all the time and I can’t stand being around people who are always angry.
I do have a few triggers though. Being ignored or lied to by the people I’m close to, and being griped at when I’ve done nothing wrong. No quicker way to piss me the fuck off. If we’re talking and you bite my head off cause you’re in a bad mood- instant rage. I don’t care how bad of a day you’re having, it’s not my damn fault so don’t take it out on me. If my boyfriend or my best friend leaves me on read I get really mad. Once in a while I understand, stuff happens and sometimes you just get busy, but when people make a habit of it I seethe. It seems so small and petty but god it pisses me off so much. It’s one of those little things that builds up. I’m busy AF most days yet I still make the time to communicate with you out of love or friendship, but you can’t take 5 seconds to type something, ANYTHING, back? Even just “Hey I’m busy right now but we’ll talk later”? Lazy and rude. Don’t even get me started on liars. I hate liars with the full fury of Hell itself. I can always tell too, and I don’t know if that’s a blessing or a curse. Sometimes I wish I was naive and gullible cause it’s so hard to not blow my top on someone when they’re standing there bullshitting me thinking they’re getting away with something. Cheaters fall into this category too. I do not forgive and work things out no matter how much I might love someone. If you cheat on me even once- physically or emotionally- you’re dead to me and I WILL tell all my friends and family about it. If you’re just a friend who cheats on your SO and I find out, we’re not friends anymore cause I don’t associate with pieces of shit. Cheating is one of the worst things you can do to someone, it scars people sometimes for life and in my book it’s unforgivable.
I think I’m such a hothead about this stuff due to my past with cheating & abusive exes. I’ve been lied to, betrayed, and gaslighted so much in the past that nowadays if there’s any hint of it I go supernova and start yeeting people out of my life.
Thanks for letting me rant, this was therapeutic lol.
People with a lower are happier. I don’t have any studies to prove it but I’m convinced of it.
Maybe not. This study says lower-IQ people are the least happy.
Tellingly, the happiest people are in the 120-129 range. That’s above average, but not gifted.
That actually makes sense because if you are the least happy, you have mental blockages that blurs your clarity in making good decision points and gaining new perspectives. The greater the perspective, the higher the ‘common sense’ or ‘IQ’. But it is also the case that the individuals who are the least happy have greater expectations in life and greater goals. Having big dreams means one has a bigger perspective but cannot maintain it if they are unhappy whilst having big dreams.
This is Beautiful
Better words have never been spoken, this is how i feel on a daily basis.