Cause it’s not just about proving something to them to him or to anyone. It’s about me. It’s about magick. It’s about mental, emotional, spiritual etc etc, growth and development development.
It’s about proving to myself that I can. I’m able I’m capable I’m competent. It’s… sigh. It’s all just a journey or something or whatever. Down at the moment but there are sooooo many things I can do to uh…help…fix…change… things so. Yea. Gone get on that.
I keeping being lazy and postponing but it looks like I’m still going to have to catch you guys up on everything later.