Thank you Xag_darklight,
yes,
i’m aware of what you’re saying,
amongst other depictions of the life cycles.
Life, feeds itself,
out of itself.
It does go through cycles,
and yet,
the general movement in the base concept stays the same.
Just like the Tunnels of the body,
just like a worm,
are formed first,
even before,
Bone is created to keep the structure in place,
and then later re-construct and heal the vessle,
when it’s based on it’s own capacity,
to keep nutriated,
which does include some basic requirements,
of breath,
food and liquid,
not just going in and out,
but also being processed into physical matter of the body,
and then being replaced by new ones.
Both Medicine,
as well as food industry,
at least in my country,
intentionally refuse to teach it’s exact mechanisms,
and heck,
Magick is probably the closest you can get in todays culture,
to getting a full picture on that mechanisms,
and yet,
even then,
it remains quite cryptic.
Simple mechanisms,
like for example,
transmuting the normally highly toxic oxigen,
into a super fuel,
which conducts and induces many other systems in the body,
and allows for carbonhydrates to be burned into energy,
and transformed back into new matter,
well…
You’ll rarely hear any mortal really speaking out about these things,
let alone having understanding on it.
Or how many people,
do actually know,
that when reducing body wheight,
and fighting obiecity,
you’re actually requiring the Oxigen system,
for it to burn away,
and you’re “breathing” out,
more fat and Suger from your body,
then you’re actually releasing as “poop”?
Nah,
what you point out is true,
and are good points.
However,
i had to write a code that allows for the connection of my Godself,
and my human current form,
to merge better,
and life in accordance,
while concealing it’s effects from public exposure.
Since,
breaking laws of physics,
and nature,
becomes much more common within the next few upcomming years,
and i need a solid structure in place,
to keep that from being exposed to anyone uncapable of understanding the mechanisms,
and why certain actions are necessary.
We all know the Jesus Story.
He was doing miracles always with a word of caution:
Believe in me,
but don’t tell anyone about it.
And he got killed for the miracles he worked.
Not planning on dying anywhere soon,
and since i know i’ll have to cope with the fact,
that mortals around me age at a different pace then myself,
there’s necessary steps of preperation,
to set in place,
to keep active and alive for an extended period of time,
without being compared to “them”.
But that’s just one reason.
Another,
is i was called here,
and re-awoken from a long period of rest,
because specific needs where brought to me,
and i had to care of things.
So…
Even if i wanted to die,
or shorten my life expectancy.
I wouldn’t be allowed to do so.

I’m just making sure,
things go smoothly.
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth