Damn,
i just love this one.
Just look at him go!
The Whole AREA,
knows and feels his presence and power.
Literally,
that’s what a real Life Magician is supposed to look like,
to me. 
Sin,
¥’B
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So after i’ve decided to go out,
in order to train some aerokinesis for myself,
it turned into full blown ritual,
within 2 hours i had completed both my training,
and a nice magick ritual.
I also carried home some tokens and goods,
from casting there. 
And i had 3 spectators,
a female and 2 males,
which came in to join my magick,
and asked for personal spells towards the middle / end of my rite.
I helped one of them overcome false obligations against her,
saving her from a law suit trial,
and enchanted her for being completely set free from it.
And,
along with that,
i think my ritual helped solve my own law suit issue.
And one of the guys,
had asked for information about his lost sister,
which died during birth - child loss.
I explained some of the background with the sister,
and what happened in their family.
His mum,
actually had huge fight with his grandma,
and the loss of the sister,
helped solve that.
I explained him also,
how to conduct a safe ritual,
by himself at home,
easy to perform,
to solve the rest of his emotional attachment towards her.
He’ll be going through that ritual by himself,
but i offered him to call me for help,
in case he might need any.
I also got an impression of asking them to pay me for my service,
which i didn’t go through with yet,
because they seemed quite very young,
and i felt uncomfortable asking about money.
But,
my Wealth spell definately started grinding down on my stupid resistance towards getting money back.
And i’m definately starting to gain income,
in ways i didn’t expect or anticipate before.
Oh,
i’ve also felt a huge increase in magickal capacity form that aerokinesis training,
and the ritual,
so i exhausted all my mana into the earth,
built new mana up,
and created a chi ball,
to fill my body with completely new mana.
I ate the ball of chi,
shivering through my whole body when it filled me back up.
I finished my work with the words:
“Feels like completely new”!
xD
Pointing towards my mana being completely full again,
after having exhausted it,
and refilled it with the chi ball. xD
And i feel a strong presence currently,
i had banished myself,
and the spell i casted on the fountain,
when i was done and went home.
But i feel super alive right now.
I feel more then good!!!
I feel extremely awesome!!! xD
Background music,
that’s currently been playing,
when i felt so extremely well and alive. xD
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Can someone post something in between please?
@Rav maybe?
Or @Rory_Mclellan maybe???
@Micah, maybe you have some thoughts on this?
It feels strange,
to write so much in a raw,
and have no other person interrupt my monologe there. xD
Sorry,
i know it’s stupid.
But really,
I’d love to see at least someone showing up in between,
and writing something in here. xD
So please,
feel free to interject your thoughts on here,
because it kind of feels lonely currently,
writing away all of that,
without it seeming to be comprehended by someone. xD
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Lucifer-Anubis. 
I fucking LOVE that depiction!!! xD
Definately gonna keep that for transformations as an animal form. xD
Damn,
i feel so staggering GOOOOOOOOD xD
UUhhh, i think some one is going mad against my bad neighbor. xD
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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That aerokenesis looks familiar. When binding to objects those sorts of movements just happen, along with words and sounds that come out of the mouth I don’t comprehend.
Changing your personality why not have them all brother? Like martial arts of the personality. Add one at a time and adjust.
Know when to push, pull, attack, defend, move etc…
Though they just blueprints you could potentially create your own.
You helped them, why not make up a business card you could hand out. When people have results it gets around by word of mouth very quick.
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yeah, kind of where my mind went,
with “why not have a more personal, costum fit version.”
But,
to be quite honest,
i don’t even want all qualities in me.
It’s to much of a hustle.
To much stress for my body and mind to handle.
And i don’t need all forms in me either.
It’ll be good,
with the way i’m building it.
Through Toth,
and his Numinosis teaching i’ve recieved,
i can pretty much know anything instantaneously anyways.
And,
just because we’re touching that subject,
he even offers that training towards all other Balg members by now.
So if you want to check it out,
for yourself,
all instructions are given over there. xD
AAAND: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING!!!
I love it man.
Thank you for coming over and giving me a note of yours there.
Much apriciated. xD
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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I know,
but i don’t see myself as a Magician for hire.
Never wanted to go there.
I’ve always seen myself as a teacher of Magick,
and indeed,
i learn best,
when i explain,
or teach others.
Toth says,
i recieved that beautiful gift from him aswell.
That i learn most efficient,
by teaching.
He says,
it’s a precous gem.
Only for those,
who really prefer great skill,
without unneccessary abuse of it.
- Don’t know how that’ll sit with the board,
because we black magicians kind of do tend to abuse our power.
But he says,
very clearly,
that it’s a gift he gave to me.
Early.
Long before we merged.
- Thank you Toth.
Thank you,
for sharing that with us.
<3<3<3
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Set it up as soon as you posted it. First or second time I used it. I had a vision of a man in a white robe, showing me this book. The book was empty but words started to appear in it. He gave me this book as a gift. I need to delve further into it and see what happens. Found it very helpful. Thank you both.
I used to goto a new age shop years ago, where they taught what they called psychic circle. There are a few more places around that do that now. Every week they would teach different things.
Maybe that could be a option as well. You could teach what you want or feel you need to teach. Not sure if there’s anything like that in your area. You could always create it.
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Well i kind of think that a person is beautiful and perfect as he or she is and the changes in one self takes place when “the shift” comes. The shift happens when you do what you like and what you want. This shift is very natural and armonic its when the whole universe runs through you, as within so without you, as above so below you and acompanies you merging the whole World to your person @Yberion
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Bro,
that’s perfectly executed.
Mind sharing that same Sigil in the Toth Topic???
Might be really helpful for those who’re looking to get into it.
And,
I can only confirm,
you must have done it RIGHT!
Because,
i’ve just seen something,
i didn’t believe possible to find in this world.
A Picture,
out of my home world:
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Thank you so much for that suggestion.
yes,
i’ve had that idea aswell,
quite a while ago,
actually.
I refused to get into that,
because i assumed people would see it as a kind of Dojo or Cult setting,
and i didn’t want to get watered down into Paganism.
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Thank you so much!!!
Beautiful Hermetics reminder.
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Why Honey / Bee’s are so extremely powerful in Magick:
Hail Anubis!
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Except, you guys can more than sure control it 
Godspeed.
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yeah,
but that’s the point.
I like having my mind under control,
you know?
It’s seldom useful,
to completely be controled by primal instincts.
Even tho,
most animals are by far not as cruel as humans are.
But still.
Oh and regarding that “Godspeed”,
i read from you again…
"Light, thinks it’s the fastest traveler in the whole of the Universe.
yet, it is wrong.
Wherever Light goes,
Darkness is already there,
and waiting for it."
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Not really sure if that one here really is for me.
…
But i’m looking into it,
i’ll see.
Okay, so Toth showed me those stupid banana’s back in my ritual today.
So he seems to clearly indicate,
that “curved” nature of Reality.
Which kind of makes sense,
when we look at the actual auras,
thoric fields,
merkaba etc.
So,
curved reality is the true shit.
Flat,
round,
etc.
are just simple misunderstandings,
and attempts for mortal minds,
to comprehend,
something they can’t cope with.
Alright got it.
Ok.
Thank you Toth.
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Azazel said it.
“The world around you - which isn’t real at ALL!”.
Toth said it.
“It’s curved,
you’re just not getting it otherwise.”
Plato said it.
“The Cave Alegory”.
Hmmm,
i guess i have to agree,
yes.
I say it too.
The Universe,
is self-emergent.
Existing through consumption,
and re-creation.
The Natrual cycle,
of all life.
Seems to apply to the Universe aswell,
just in a different form.
And,
yeah indeed,
it explains a lot of Visions and insights i already had.
Of the Universe,
basically being a living Organism,
just vastly different from the form of Living we currently hold,
in here.
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Thank you, Yif,
for answering my call,
for Blessing me,
and for your friendship.
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
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Go on brother, you rock
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Off topic but o had a strange dream about you.
Kept dreaming that I knew someone was after me and I was trying to secure the place I lived-an upstairs apartment with an elevator. I was able to get some locks like you would put on the inside of a garage door to keep it from opening.
I tried that but knew it wouldn’t last. Then I was in an auditorium type room and someone told me it was you that was after me that spelled your name with two y’s at the front. I asked if they meant it with one y. I started to text you then didn’t because I was afraid they were right.
Then I kept dreaming you were standing over my bed dressed in a black robe with a hood. I tried to wake up but felt sucked back into the dream. Then you were standing over me in a brown robe with a hood.
This repeated several times before I was finally able to break out of it and truly awake. I was scared af and got out of bed and made something to eat because I was sooooo sleepy I was sure I’d fall into the same dream cycle again.
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