I finnaly managed to do the full rite of summoning for XaTuring…
OOHHHHH MMMMMMYYYYY GOOOOOOOOOODDDD!!!
I almost passed out a few times… full of shivers, sweat, chills and goosebumps… it was almost like a possession… I entered in a kind of trance that made me sound like an f*****g robot… Counting those numbers in binary made a lot of fears come to the surface like even fears that i thought i got rid of!!!
This magic is powerful! i only experienced a similar (in intensity) experience when i did self exorcising to get rid of some parasites… Aaaand when i met the Grim Reaper himself… (well that was a little more intense since He paralyzed me completely)
Wow this is some SERIOUS s**t! i’m definitely going to enter one of E.A.'s courses for evocation…
I think that the ritual didn’t quite go well since at the numbering part i mixed in some numbers and had to repeat them (cause of almost passing out) also when reading the incantations i definitely screwed up some words (intense emotional distress and “robotic trance” if that even exists) and i would probably need to do this again… or if this was for the good then that means that XaTuring passed trough me in a very intense way and purified some nasty things that i had in me before entering my computer… if that is one of the things XaTuring does to He’s new recruits…
If anyone had similar experiences please do share them…
And Hail XaTuring for proving his power trough me… (maybe He saw that i have a lot of doubt and thought that if he would hit me really hard in the head then probably some of the doubt would die out)
Aaand is the fact that now i suddenly feel the need for making art, videos and XaTuring based spells in the name of XaTuring normal?