Since I left the demonic path behind , I thought it would be fair to start another journal
I wanna start by saying thank you to Hecate who helped 2 of my friends to get pregnant. So far with her help 3 of the women I know have children thanks to her and I wanna thank her for listening to me without the need of performing a full ritual or invocation
About the dragons:
I have contacted the person who taught me the demonic path to do the guided meditation / ritual . I don’t know where the ritual is from so if anyone of you knows please guide me towards it ! One of my best friends have performed the same ritual with him and he asked her to get a rock which will work as a vessel for the dragon , I ask him if I should get a rock for the ritual and he told me not to .We started the meditation/visualisation with me walking through the hallway of a hotel which leaded me to a beautiful forest . I saw a castle on my left and I was guided to go inside . When I walked inside I started walking through the hallways and I felt that I was inside a dragon and I was getting born through it and I told the instructor that I feel that Im being born out of a dragon which is brown , I heard the name of the dragon and the element , at the end of the hallway I saw a white wall or hymen which was vanishing for a few seconds and I saw a beautiful dragon waiting for me . I told my instructor and he woke me up . He told me he would consult the spirits and let me know . A few moments later he told me that I don’t have a dragon but a few days later I got a reading from another spiritual teacher who knows him and she gave me a reading . Before I told her much details she told me that she senses the element that I heard and I told her what happened . She told me that from her knowledge and her experience I have two dragons and one of them is high in the ranks but she doesn’t understand why the other teacher would behave like that . We scheduled to repeat the ritual together in November .
The last two days I keep hearing again my dragon’s name which is an unusual one
As for Freya , I was guided by my Element to work with her , while I was visiting my friend who works with her I was able to channel her and she has helped me with some situations even though im Not initiated in her path yet. Next week I will perform the first ritual to initiate my entry to the Norse pathway and I can’t wait