Working with Freya, Dragons and other Gods

Since I left the demonic path behind , I thought it would be fair to start another journal

I wanna start by saying thank you to Hecate who helped 2 of my friends to get pregnant. So far with her help 3 of the women I know have children thanks to her and I wanna thank her for listening to me without the need of performing a full ritual or invocation

About the dragons:

I have contacted the person who taught me the demonic path to do the guided meditation / ritual . I don’t know where the ritual is from so if anyone of you knows please guide me towards it ! One of my best friends have performed the same ritual with him and he asked her to get a rock which will work as a vessel for the dragon , I ask him if I should get a rock for the ritual and he told me not to .We started the meditation/visualisation with me walking through the hallway of a hotel which leaded me to a beautiful forest . I saw a castle on my left and I was guided to go inside . When I walked inside I started walking through the hallways and I felt that I was inside a dragon and I was getting born through it and I told the instructor that I feel that Im being born out of a dragon which is brown , I heard the name of the dragon and the element , at the end of the hallway I saw a white wall or hymen which was vanishing for a few seconds and I saw a beautiful dragon waiting for me . I told my instructor and he woke me up . He told me he would consult the spirits and let me know . A few moments later he told me that I don’t have a dragon but a few days later I got a reading from another spiritual teacher who knows him and she gave me a reading . Before I told her much details she told me that she senses the element that I heard and I told her what happened . She told me that from her knowledge and her experience I have two dragons and one of them is high in the ranks but she doesn’t understand why the other teacher would behave like that . We scheduled to repeat the ritual together in November .

The last two days I keep hearing again my dragon’s name which is an unusual one

As for Freya , I was guided by my Element to work with her , while I was visiting my friend who works with her I was able to channel her and she has helped me with some situations even though im Not initiated in her path yet. Next week I will perform the first ritual to initiate my entry to the Norse pathway and I can’t wait

Since I did the purification ritual to initiate my path working with Freya , I am able to see more passing through spirits and hear them , sometimes I hear name of Gods ( Tyr , Odin and Thor ). I was cooking today and I heard a woman’s voice saying “ Oh come on !” To be honest that almost gave me a heart attack .Im gonna do a banishment today just to be sure that any parasites lurking around will be banished

So far my path with Freyja has been great. Ive been connecting with her via the meditation with the Berkana rune and i have been able to hear her voice loud and clear

I had my first pet scan ( I have inflammatory breast cancer and there are indicators that it has spread ) . I was left in a room for 50 minutes to kick in the meds and I was mostly crying and not thinking about Freyja or my magical pathway at all , during the Pet scan i had my eyes closed and for less than i minute it was like I have popped out of my body and saw her having her hand on the machine and sorta moving the bed I was laying on, she had 2 or 3 cats on her feet and i saw a man next to her who i think it was my grandfather. She told me find the tall guy to love you (?)

It was sorta of a weird experience

This is my public thank you for Goddess Freyja! Since October 2025 she removed every toxic person from my life so quickly and helped me and my romantic interest get so much closer :heart: