update 
a few days after the meeting I felt depressed because there was no progress
even i tried evoke belial and sallos … but no result at all
I thought about heal my depression first and I tried evoke Marbas and tried to be busy even when that time alone the depression reappeared
and I am trying to meditate for myself
and suddenly she sent me a message that she missed my voice … and she gave his no phone … and we talk …
and i remember that i was ask Duke Dantalion that she willing give her number without me asking it first
and after that I struggled against my own depression …
after some time I started to calm down … I got the idea about the petition and tried to write a petition for Sallos and tried to do it
after a while she ask me to meet and we talk a lot …
I think this is a good sign for me … and a reminder to be a better self before hoping to others
So Thanks To Dantalion, Belial , Sallos and Marbas for helping me …