First off, I want to give praise to Sitri. On two separate occasions, I quickly called on him to have my lover come to quickly when it appeared hesitant and stalling to come make love to me. I am so very thankful because I have not directly worked with Sitri with direct invocation nor taken the time to meditate on the sigil. Both times, my lover was stalling and after calling upon assistance from Sitri to bring him to me, my lover came within the hour.
To give you all some background, my lover is fearful of falling in love and being in love. He has had his heart broken several times, been in a few toxic long term relationships and he suffers from clinical depression. Many readings I have had done (myself and independently) say he doesn’t feel he deserves me, thinks I’m out of his league and because of his experiences and depression, he avoids allowing himself to feel the fullness of my love and avoids having a full connection.
Here is my dilemma: I have done all the work I can do (and succeeded according to readings) to have him fall in love, be in love, adore me, stay attracted to me and desire me. Its working. The obstacle holding us back is him not EXPRESSING it. When he does, its very mundane, with the exception of sex. Here is where I ask, who can I call on and work with in all GOM and the demons to get him to express his love and passion for me? He once did express himself openly but shut down after an extended bout of depression, of which I have remained patient with him to allow him the space to heal and open again. He just wont open himself to be vulnerable.
Any suggestions? FYI I’m not interested in actual spell work because I’ve done enough of that. I want real results and only seem to get them with GOM.