Mate, I’m truly sorry to hear about the things you have gone through. I’m sure many others that are reading your posts are feeling the same way. It seems that your GF was using sigils and entities to do something to you.
I hope you know that all magick isn’t evil, nor are all people who practice it. Many people practice magick on a daily basis without even knowing it. As I stated above, magickal work is to do with conscious energy. Your anger by itself is in a way a magickal working that is directing energy.
As LadyEva has mentioned, if you are willing and open, many of us here would be happy to help you heal and also help you understand much better how it all works.
It’s strange to me that this post has even garnered as much attention as it has, kinda like the last “skeptic” who claimed to be a scientist looking to study the occult who wanted us to convince him of the reality of magick. I’ll just tell you OP the same thing I told him: I don’t care.
Do I care about the pain you went through by the hands of some bitch? Absolutely. Few things trigger me more than bullies and abusive wives…as I’ve had to suffer at the hands of both. But do I care to convince you or anyone else of the reality of magick? Nope…not even a little. Here’s the thing that newcomers get wrong about this place. It isn’t a cult, an order, or a religion. If everyone on the planet knew Magick, our own Magick here would be much more difficult to cast. Therefore, when someone like you comes on here exclaiming that you refuse to believe, we don’t lament like a Christian or Muslim would. If anything, I rejoice. It’s music to my ears. So if you are someone who is genuinely interested in having your mind changed, you should first understand the perspective of the people here on the forum. The users with the most experience and knowledge of the occult care about convincing you the least. The users with the least experience and knowledge care about convincing you the most… because they too need convincing for themselves. So you’re going to have to change up your tactics here if you want people with actual experience to even entertain the idea of trying to convince you of anything. We aren’t a bunch of Christians here hoping and praying to convert you so we can get kudos from Yaweh later for it. That ain’t how things work around here
Beyond the reason I already stated, people like you tend to not be externally convincable…meaning that you come into this with preconceived notions of what you believe reality is, and any proof provided is dismissed with one excuse or another. Just not worth my precious time. Only reason I’m posting this is for the community, so we stop feeding the egos of skeptics as much as we do. I mean let’s be real here. If EA Koetting himself came on here with video evidence of him performing the devils stone technique (ability to manifest objects basically out of thin air) , what would be your most likely response:
Option 1: “holy shit… everything I’ve ever been told about the way the world works was a lie. Teach me everything you know guys…I’m now an open book”
Or
Option 2: “meh, camera tricks or slight of hand…take your pick”
Hi. Welcome to the forum.
I am very sorry to hear about the suffering that you have had to endure, which makes what i am about to ask sound very insensitive.
Have you seen, or are you seeing a professional regarding what you have been through? It could help you put things into perspective.
Sorry for being a dick earlier, its clear youve been thru a lot and have good reason to feel the way you do. Now i understand why your skeptic about this stuff. Take skepticism to the next level and question everything, question your beliefs, your feelings. Get to the core of these things and alter it in the way that serves you best. Question your thoughts, and ask yourself why you think or feel the way you do. Kind of a light shadow work if you will. You can eliminate any mental blockage and start living the way that feels best to you and best serve you. Again sorry for the dickish post earlier, i gotta watch that, thought you were trolling but thats clearly not the case. You are just seeking answers.
From what i’ve read so far… my ex can never be destroyed. She exists eternally. Its not exactly great news reading that if true. And what’s worse it seems nothing can be destroyed. So if she and her wretched generational family can’t be destroyed and i’m just a toy to be tortured that also can’t escapeor disappear then it rather looks hopeless in death. I don’t ever want to meet her again. No wonder people seek escapism in drugs and whatever.
Maybe if the family stopped harrassing me. It diesn’t seem to matter where i go. I’ve more or less saved enough to get a crap vehicle and decided to just drive. There’s enough to live on for a while if i’m careful. The house will be abandoned. I don’t care. I’ll live in the woods across the country if i have to. I know this book is to be inspirational and helpful but i only see the other side utilizing the unknown as a tool to control.
My heart sinks with each word of eternal existence. Where light is darkness isn’t far away. I know they are angry. I didn’t attend the funeral. I prepared and rid myself of everything in the house. They are probably about done with whatever ritual to remember the dead they do. If irecall from her passed grandmother they spent a full month from new moon to new moon. By the following full moon they’ll be riled up. She was always extra vile on full moons.
I’m leaving this state and country if i have too. I don’t want to be locked up in their damn cellar again. And this town, they love this family… god why?
Your format of writing is a bit confusing, but I get what you are saying…kind of.
My reply is as follows; stop and think.
Simply just stop, for a while, and just think.
This is perhaps the most active hub of online magical activity not on Facebook.
Some people advertise and sell their services, absolutely nothing wrong with that, we all need money, and it is being regulated by the staff to limit the advertising.
Second, new people ask questions, veterans offer tips, and that is the biggest stimulation of activity…but seasoned people are extremely generous if they give deep insight in their workings.
I myself hoard hundreds of hand-written or drawn pages from over one and a half decade of dilligent work, along with relics, and I am never going to give that up to anyone noy part of my own order and circle.
You are entitled to nothing but my scorn, and you deserve nothing for merely being alive, your existence is nothing special.
There are plenty of people who exist along that line of thinking, and those who don’t hoard knowledge either sell it or are charitable enough to give it for free.
Resorting to elistist snobbery? I can be in anyone’s presence. As usual when someone goes against the grain of another. I could say the same for anyone’s existence. You’re not special and nothing more or less than the rest.
So, because i disagree with many or all I am a “troll?”
Have fun patting each other and selves on the back. It is as pointless as anythingd existence as a whole.
