I am very very confused now. I observed in my whole life that, whenever I become happy, grateful for a thing in my life; it just take away from my life within few hours or days. For example:
In my past relationship, one day after watching a romantic movie, I felt grateful to have relationship with my girlfriend. After 3 days, she broke up with me.
I had a very good friendship with one of my classmates. One day I feel grateful to have such friendship. After one week, he ignored me & our friendships became over.
Anytime in my business, when a techniques works; I feel happy & grateful for it. Few hours/days later, that techniques backfires. Either not work or give loses.
In my healthy times, whenever I think & happy that “I am so healthy now, so energetic”…Few days later I got ill like fever, headache etc. and need to go hospitals.
There are countless examples in my life which I can not find a link between.
Does gratitude & feeling happy for a thing backfires. I read the gratitude book “The Magic” by Rohanda Bryne, used it for 30 days…And my life was very miserable after it, which I just can not share. While gratitude it feels good, but after it why I always get negative results.
After observing all my life situations, I came to conclusion that I will never feel gratitude to anything in my life with the fear of getting opposite result. Ok, one last example: I did a ritual for one of my desire. It manifested within few days. I felt grateful & happy for it, then it taken away from me.
I am just frustrated…I gues gratitude do not works for me…Why Why this is happening with me. Please help me anyone.