I just remembered that when I was around the age of 10 maybe younger I’m not sure anymore, I had a period where I had quite hard nights.
Lemme explain.
In a short time lapse I had 3 occurence of violent attacks while dreaming :
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In the first one I got attacked by a tiger and end up killed, when I woke up I was paralyzed
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In the second this time it’s a bit weirder, I got killed by a vampire, a lady one.
Once again I woke up but this time I could feel the actual pain where she bite me even after waking up, it felt like I had two big syringe stuck in my neck, it was a really painful and burning sensation. I was also paralized as I woke up. -
The next one was straight up violence, a bear decided to attack me and I could feel his weight over my body, his bites, his claws ripping my back, he was destroying me biting piece off of me and I could feel it, I was in agony in this dream, I think I begged for my death so much it hurt and may have cried. After what seemed like an hour of being reapped appart in pain I was dead (in my dream) and woke up paralyzed, but once again I could feel all that had happened especially the sensation that my back was reapped apart.
It hurt a lot, and after this one when I looked in the mirror I could see 3 long scars in my back in a color sligthly brighter where I felt the claws from the bear.
After 10 years the scars only recently started to disapear, but when I put my hand on my back I could feel the relief of the scar wich was a painful reminder of that night.
Did you had similar nights ? Because that’s heck violent IMHO, I wasn’t even in fear it was too horribly painfull, it really was torture.
Also what do you think happened here, why at this young was I attacked that bad, I never knew why I had those three “attacks” in a laps of 2 week.
Every theory is welcome
I think understanding that part of my life is important but I can’t tell why…