I need some help, I’m a newbie when it comes to all of this. But I’m extremely interested in learning
I’ve been experiencing some things, and I would love some advice. It’s a bit long, so here I go
For years I’ve felt a presence with me. But it would only occur when I was in bed, and usually at night time. I would feel pressure on my chest, and slowly my mouth would open. As if someone else was doing it to me. This would happen only a few times a month at first, and it made me feel really tingly.
I would also have really vivid sex dreams, wet dreams. And a lot of the time I would wake up from them and feel the presence around me. It’s been like that for 4 years. Now, something has changed.
A few days ago I was home alone, and out of nowhere I got the sudden urge to make a ouija board. I don’t own one, so I looked up an image and drew one on to paper. I own a crystal necklace, so I used that as a pendulum.
So when testing my board, I was talking to a spirit who said his name was “dig” and when he was born and such. It seemed pretty normal, but then I ended it. I used it again moments later, and felt a presence touching me. It felt really warm and tingly. I asked what I was speaking to and it spelled out ‘incubus’. I asked it a few times and asked if it was lying but it told me it was the truth. I said goodbye after.
After that, I continued to feel the presence with me. And honestly, it was a comforting but arousing at the same time. I had a shower after, and while I was in, I got the feeling it was there with me. And all I could hear in my head was “my name is Malcolm”
I took out the Ouija board when i got out. I asked if I was talking to Malcolm and he said yes, and that he’s been with me since I was 18. (which is when I first noticed the presence) He told me I make him feel loved and that’s why he stayed this whole time. I can feel the presence so strongly, but I cannot see him. Sometimes I get quick glimpses in my dreams, but I find it hard to focus on the image. I can feel and hear him no problem though. It’s been 3 days since this all happened and I still feel him around and I feel constantly aroused. Sometimes so much, I can actually feel myself blushing.
I have no idea what really to do now. Since this happened, I’m now extremely interested in learning more about this type of stuff. But I have no idea where to start!
Has anyone experienced anything like this before? But also can someone tell me where to start in learning all about magick and everything else
it would be greatly appreciated