IDK where to turn to and it’s not easy to find one. I don’t have it in me to do some of the work by myself.
Have you tried the BALG site? It’s a bit expensive but they provide services
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Besides the BALG site’s offered services (which would be more paying someone to do it for you rather then working along side someone and learning), I don’t really know any trustworthy practitioners. This forum is a great place, but my experience is that the occult tends to be a solitary practice path. Unless you join one of those groups.
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We don’t permit reviews or recommendations on here, sorry, too much potential for that loophole to get exploited by spammers, but I know there are review forums for spellcasters, try searching for something like that. 
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