IDK where to turn to and it’s not easy to find one. I don’t have it in me to do some of the work by myself.
Have you tried the BALG site? It’s a bit expensive but they provide services
Besides the BALG site’s offered services (which would be more paying someone to do it for you rather then working along side someone and learning), I don’t really know any trustworthy practitioners. This forum is a great place, but my experience is that the occult tends to be a solitary practice path. Unless you join one of those groups.
We don’t permit reviews or recommendations on here, sorry, too much potential for that loophole to get exploited by spammers, but I know there are review forums for spellcasters, try searching for something like that.