I find myself a little stuck.
I find myself preferring magick sans tools, more of the LOA-style magick.
I have gotten everything with that. I have more money than ever, I have the relationship I want, etc. The things I don’t have I’m definitely on my way to having.
I do evoke at least once, sometimes twice, per week to connect with the demons I prefer working with, to give them an offering and request guidance. But the rest of the time I find I can communicate with them just fine without an all-out evocation, and often prefer it that way.
I primarily work with Lucifer, sometimes Belial or even King Paimon on occasion. Again sometimes I just give a request without an evocation, and usually it’s carried out.
If it’s a bigger desire and I feel like I need some extra power, then I might do a full evocation.
But I’d say 95% of the time I just use my thoughts.
Am I missing out on something? Am I doing it wrong?
I feel like I should be doing more rituals, perhaps more elaborate or more frequently. I feel like I’m not really doing Black Magick sometimes.
I love working with demons but I don’t feel like I need a lot of rituals for that.
Am I alone on this? Perhaps I’m just lazy.