Hello Asenath, I have a question for you. I’ve been reading and studying your books for some time and I’m wondering where have found your inspirations for your projects and rituals? I know you can talk fluently with the Other Side, but the gods and spirits just come to you and inspired in a spontaneous way? Or you meditate about the possible project to work with? You did a lot of different things during these years, from dark witchcraft, necromancy, Necronomicon, Tiamat, Lilith, sexual rites, gods, demons, well you know better than me what you did 
Thanks.