What's about this sigil and my decrease in self-belief?

Today I felt that I woke up early than my sleep time, I felt sleepy and laid in the bed without checking time, I heard a feminine voice, I heard krim along with probably 2-3 more words, I heard the mantra more than one time, I probably heard for around 30 seconds. From 16th I chanted this for atleast 30 minutes(mostly in my mind) while looking at the sigil I drew. Last two days I sat in sunlight at around 12:45 time.

Also I heard about something to be done in relation to the entities here(they maybe archons). One of the most popular of the ones here said that bad is being seen(for the future), maybe around 300 of these will gather. It’s being done after 18 years.