I moved into my girlfriends moms house recently. Small 2 bedroom house, my girlfriend, her mom, her moms boyfriend, her brother, his 2 kids and myself all crammed in this small house. Her mom is a die hard Xtian/ ex witch, cool lady, i like her a lot, wish she was still full witch but whatever. My problem is she senses the demon stuff and i feel like shes trying to fight it. She trys to convince my girlfriend and i to go to church, which is never gonna happen, neither one of us. Its like she mixes witchcraft with Xianity and it produces this strange state within me that i HATE. Love her but i dont love this feeling, its very draining and im living in her house.
I got kicked out of my last place because of all the shit i stirred up, pissing off lots of people, sneaking my girlfriend in my room and letting her stay for days at at time, drug use and booze. So i cant go back there for a good while.
Im pissed tho, i feel drained of my energy and need to be able to do my work without being affected by my girlfriends mom. My plate is full i got a bunch of other shit going on too. Its like Belials gates swung open for me and i have access to all kinds of insights but i feel more blocked off from it. I think its because shes a powerful witch turned to the wrong side using Xtianity but the witch is in her blood and will always be.
I need to meditate on this and come up with a solution to bring back my freedom. Tired of this blocked off feeling. Hard to get time to meditate with kids yelling all day and a full house.
It was very creepy when her mom came back from church the other day. I respect her and her beliefs but i dont like thay shit being pushed onto me. Its not my intention to change how anyone thinks, i just wish for the same respect in return.
Long story short (ill quit babbling), i feel like im being attacked by some weird form of Xtian magick if that makes any sense. Shes trying to push her will on me and im on the other side of the spectrum. I like my freedom and want it back. I dont wanna move out, girlfriend and i are trying to get into our own place.
Anyone else deal with anything like this? What did you do? More details the better. Can i do ritual work and conceal it from someone so sensitive to that stuff? Even if its within me intensely?
Hail Lucifer, Hail Azazel, Hail Belial.