For months I’ve entered on this state. They call it dissolution of the ego, depersonalization?
I describe it as a state of neutrality and observation. I don’t feel attachment or detachment and at the same time I feel both. It’s like non-existence and existence at the same time. Nothing surprises me and yet, everything surprises. it would describe itself like a supreme calm that helps me understand my everything and my nothing. How to be on the verge of my birth and my death… ok, ok, did I get too descriptive? I’m sorry.
What advice would you give me? Is this something to be overcome? or is it just another tool for dosed use?