I few a sigil (I think…) Phrased “How did I get so good at Magick?”
A chain of events followed that had me studying every book I could get to save the situation. It turned out better than I thought it would over a span of a few years even though it was “so close” the whole time. I dove into study and practice like it was the only thing that could save my sanity. Because it was
Be careful what you wish for, also try that sigil when you have too much going on to care about it.
What made me start practicing.
In my late teens and early 20s I felt so small and overpowered by life that I wanted to change the game, change the dynamic. I didn’t want to respond to whatever life threw at me. I wanted to be in control, to be in the driver’s seat.
I wanted nice clothes, good cars, nice places to live, hot chicks, enough money to be comfortable. I wanted these things but felt powerless to aquire them.
Then I took a chance got dropped by my RHP teacher and evoked Prince Orobas. That was a total game changer.
Sure life has bumpy at times but I’ve always prevailed and a great portion of my success I owe to the influence of Prince Orobas.
21 years since I started this journey now I do have the nice house and temple, good clothes, a vehicle, a good looking gf and enough money to be comfortable.
I didn’t get a degree or go to school for it, I manifested it with will one step one move at a time.
I guess the biggest reason I started practicing though was I saw a world full of unfairness and injustice and evil, and I wanted the ability to change what I thought was wrong in my life and those I cared about.
For me, it because I really had no other choice but to walk down this path in my life. My relatives want me to continue on the family name which is something they consider quite important. But because of my shyness and such, I realized that I would need all the help I could get. And several years after that lead me to a forum about the occult where one of it senior members told me what he consider as the strongest love spell of them all and ever since then I been hooked in the field of the occult.