Ok so someone didn’t learn their lesson nor has allowed me to live peacefully. I am feeling a definate pull to grave dirt, lilac, and other poisonous plants. I don’t know the why…all I know is I somehow know/feel this is stuff I’m going to need. Even though these are ingredients I have never used before, so I am inclined to believe the power is in the symbolism. But this is the first time in my years of casting I have ever felt like I was being guided to get ingredients. Just today grave dirt and lilac popped into my mind as I was pondering over my next course of action. Again this is something that never happens to me. I generally know what I need -typically candles, crystals, emotional charge, will, intent, and situationally hair and/or blood.
But grave dirt? I could understand to an extent given my feelings. Now Lilac? I’m at a loss. But I feel these are two things I’m going to need, and not knowing why really. Outside of feeling like something is guiding me.