I’m wondering what it means to feel Asmodeus’s energy during a evocation
I have also seen him during fun time where he joined I couldn’t hear him but I saw a shadow sliding over the already dark wall at the front of my bed
I also feel his energy more noticable inside me like more lust. My jokes become more lustful. I feel more confident in myself and my body. My thoughts become more wrathful
It also feels pretty natural to feel and be that way
I’m wondering if that means that I have a deeper connection to father Asmodeus I don’t know if it’s just normal or something more I’m just curious I didn’t have all those things working with marchosias
For example, since I work with Lilith, sometimes I feel that Lilith’s energy works through me.
I find myself holding my hands in a claw-shaped manner, my thoughts involving me ripping apart 4 individuals with bare hands saying in a very raspy voice, “SCREAM, MY PREY!”.
My conclusion (and opinion) is that whoever you work with, you may find that their signature shows in the practitioner’s psychology, behavioural traits, and physical expressions.
That’s just your astral senses (i.e clairsentience) developing, not necessarily resonating with a being more than another (though you definitely might, but I wouldn’t rely on that factor alone to assert this) in my opinion. If you can feel Asmodeus i’m sure you could feel a different spirit in evocation as well.
My clairsentience is the astral sense that’s most developed in me, and I can feel other entities in evocation, be them goetic demons, succubus, or figures of specific spiritual groups. The sensations may differ from spirit to spirit though.
For example with a specific succubus I converse with often, I have a pressure in my heart chakra that’s always more or less the same. I think it’s a side-effect of it requiring energy to manifest in my surroundings; meanwhile it doesn’t necessarily happen with other entities though I can feel their presence subtly but in a different manner.
To have a deeper connection you’d need to privilege a spirit more than another, it mostly stems from practice and familiarity, whether it’s an inherent connection or not doesn’t matter much in my opinion. Some spirits are felt differently or more strongly than others as well.
I’m aware that my ability has evolved or however to explain it I have indeed clairsentience developed and I can feel distinct traits from energies I feel flowing through me I get impressions from past lives their characteristics what they do
