I really have low self-esteem, confidence and lack of self-love. What Demon would you suggest to work with? I understood Lilith is good for this, but i am not sure i am doing the invokations correctly.
I try to meditate on Lilith’s Enn, after some time i feel heavy pressure in my mind / third eye area but there it stops. What i am doing wrong? I am unable to perform any serious rituals because of hostile environment to demonolatry.