I’m curious about other peoples methods, as mine could be missing some sort of element. I don’t really see or hear any of the spirits I evoke with any physical senses. I simply sense the powerful energies blanket the room.
I was speaking with Ant’harratu about this, I asked him “Am I doing this evocation stuff right?” I was referring to the way I had everything set up. Now when the demon speaks I don’t hear a damn thing. I just know what he/she is saying on an energetic/intuitive level. Ant’harratu asked me what more I could want out of an evocation, and I said I’d actually like to start developing my senses to a point that I can see the spirits, and physically hear them as well. He said I would need a better manifestation basis.
Well here is my issue, I can’t exactly just burn loads of incense in my apartment so for the time being I will have to settle with not actually seeing the spirits, but just trusting in my own energetic receptors and intuition. But I struggle to accept certain info/answers as definitive when really I could just be talking to the air, and my subconscious.
Now I definitely sense the presences of the spirits I call, but communication is so subtle that sometimes I’m just not sure if I’m even doing it right.
I’ll give you a quick overview of my methods and maybe someone can give me some pointers.
-2 circles, one for me and my implements, another encompassing a triangle that is pointed towards myself. I place 4 candles at the cardinal points of my circle, and one candle in the demons triangle. I also place the sigil in the triangle. I have in the past sometimes burned a small amount of incense in the triangle, but I find this pointless as I’m not trying to manifest it to my physical eyes anyways. I then gaze into the sigil and the candle back and forth calling the spirit by name and of course the incantations as well. I then continue with whatever dialogue for that specific ritual. I politely dismiss the spirit to go and bring about that which I have commanded.
My biggest obstacle is doubt. My skeptical analytic mind has to get in the way. Doubt is why I’ve had minimal results in the past I think.
Anyways can anyone tell me if I’m going about this correctly and what aspects can I improve? and any advice that could help me overcome doubt?