So awhile back before I started doing work with Lilith, I was researching and what got me into learning banishing rituals and mediations and sigil work with Enns, was a video I saw on cipher Grove, the YouTube. He was explaining about an astral vision, with an encounter with Lilith. One thing I noted was she called him son of Cain when referring to him.
I started doing banishing rituals and learning protection to get myself geared to make an attempt at communicating via sigil and enn mediation after watching this video. But when I did my first banishing ritual I found myself getting ill and sick, it almost felt like a flu, it only lasted one night and I had such an intense dream then two nights after that I had two other dreams.
But the thing about the second night was I ended up dreaming but it was like someone was teaching me astral projection? They told me to focus on the sounds in the room, clear my mind and focus on the sound, then the room started to appear but it was different it had like a shade of a shadow around it. Then the voice told me good, now it’s time to summon the spirit, and I thought okay let’s do it, then immediately there was a large bang on my newly built alter that I was dedicating to Lilith and Lucifer plus others but that’s later. (Mammon, Beelzebub). But at the time I only had a statue of Lilith and her sigil. It was so loud it instantly scared my cat and I woke up yelling hey! Literally my cat ran from the bed.
But it was on the 3rd night when I was dreaming again after having this intense like astral vision/dream? I woke up and I was trying to sleep again but I kept having those dazed thoughts and one of them I distinctly remember was saying “Spirit of Ifrit look north then downwards” I was laying at the time, and south of my room was my alter which also faces towards north. This brings me to my question, I know it was Lilith telling me to use her sigil. But I always wondered what she meant by spirit of ifrit, I know she was referencing me. I just assumed she was making play of stubborn and passionate personality. But I got to thinking when I was helping my cousin while he was in a schizophrenic psychosis which landed him in the hospital he would always say, you’re a jinn, I know what you are. But I payed no attention to it. But what could spirit of ifrit reference? What is a ifrit? What are their qualities? It’s pretty bold to say my spirit or soul is that of a jinn, like is that possible?